[The thing is, all this time Dabi has been trying to figure out what this is, how is it real, is it even real? There are times when he wrecks the place apart in anger and then everything is back the way it was before.
Those are the times he feels trapped, like this is some kind of hell. he wonders if he's really locked away in some prison cell, his body wasting away while he's trapped inside some kind of other universe, or hell. it doesn't feel like hell though, but it doesn't feel like heaven either. if it was, he wouldn't have this heavy ache and dread inside of him. he wouldn't feel like crawling out of his unscarred skin. in the end, Dabi really doesnt know what this is.
and now he has Keigo standing in front of him and his mind is swirling around with so many emotions. the other man looks... he looks perfect with his bright, big wings and not a scar on him. Dabi knows for a fact he didn't leave him that way. not after he found out just how incredibly Keigo had betrayed him.
and for a moment he's just so relieved to see this person who was starting to mean everything to him, that he forgets that pain and anger until Keigo grabs his shirt again and says he wants to talk, looking at him so desperately. ]
No. No fuckin' way.
[he shoves Keigo's hands off of his shirt and takes a step back, and another, until he's moving back into the crowd. he turns and pushes through them, trying to get away from the traitor who still makes his insides clench in such an intense kind of way.]
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Date: 2021-02-28 04:47 pm (UTC)Those are the times he feels trapped, like this is some kind of hell. he wonders if he's really locked away in some prison cell, his body wasting away while he's trapped inside some kind of other universe, or hell. it doesn't feel like hell though, but it doesn't feel like heaven either. if it was, he wouldn't have this heavy ache and dread inside of him. he wouldn't feel like crawling out of his unscarred skin. in the end, Dabi really doesnt know what this is.
and now he has Keigo standing in front of him and his mind is swirling around with so many emotions. the other man looks... he looks perfect with his bright, big wings and not a scar on him. Dabi knows for a fact he didn't leave him that way. not after he found out just how incredibly Keigo had betrayed him.
and for a moment he's just so relieved to see this person who was starting to mean everything to him, that he forgets that pain and anger until Keigo grabs his shirt again and says he wants to talk, looking at him so desperately. ]
No. No fuckin' way.
[he shoves Keigo's hands off of his shirt and takes a step back, and another, until he's moving back into the crowd. he turns and pushes through them, trying to get away from the traitor who still makes his insides clench in such an intense kind of way.]