[dabi was sharp. sharper than most. it really made things easy before, and if they had actually remained together, keigo would appreciate it. but now, it just leaves him exposed, cold almost, as he's forced to think of things he wants to forget.
after all, this is the one time of the week he doesn't have to think.]
I've been visiting for four weeks now. Every Saturday night.
[keigo admits softly. he hates that dabi can reduce him to this. he wants so easily to put on a fake smile and pretend. it was easier for keigo to play that part. he could hide and not show how scared and anxious he was.]
...I'm dying. A few months ago, I was given the diagnostics. I wasn't going to come back here. Just die and that be it.
[how annoying and pitiful. keigo hated it. really, what rotten luck he had. must have pissed off some deity or something.]
I'm tired of everyone bugging me to upload to San Junipero. So, to get them off my back, I agreed to do the trial run. That's why I'm here.
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Date: 2021-03-02 06:01 pm (UTC)after all, this is the one time of the week he doesn't have to think.]
I've been visiting for four weeks now. Every Saturday night.
[keigo admits softly. he hates that dabi can reduce him to this. he wants so easily to put on a fake smile and pretend. it was easier for keigo to play that part. he could hide and not show how scared and anxious he was.]
...I'm dying. A few months ago, I was given the diagnostics. I wasn't going to come back here. Just die and that be it.
[how annoying and pitiful. keigo hated it. really, what rotten luck he had. must have pissed off some deity or something.]
I'm tired of everyone bugging me to upload to San Junipero. So, to get them off my back, I agreed to do the trial run. That's why I'm here.