[four weeks, but only on saturdays till midnight, keigo had said. dabi wished he had known that little detail, but it's not as if he was ready to listen to all of this before when keigo first got here. he knows he probably should have gotten more information, but he was so hurt and angry.
but it's been months now, and he's been drowning. he's been killing himself and hurting himslef over and over again, and in the end all he's wanted is to fall into keigo's bed again and have things be like they used to be before the war. before keigo betrayed him.
how can it ever be like that again though? nothing is the same. he's dead for fucks sake.
but now, hearing that keigo is dying, he can tell there's nothing fake about that. he feels his throat closing up and it's like the ground bottoms out under him. it shouldn't bother him so much, or at all, really... but it does. it really fucking does.]
What kinda diagnosis?
[dabi swallows hard, looking away for a long moment, crossing his arms over his chest.]
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Date: 2021-03-02 06:54 pm (UTC)[four weeks, but only on saturdays till midnight, keigo had said. dabi wished he had known that little detail, but it's not as if he was ready to listen to all of this before when keigo first got here. he knows he probably should have gotten more information, but he was so hurt and angry.
but it's been months now, and he's been drowning. he's been killing himself and hurting himslef over and over again, and in the end all he's wanted is to fall into keigo's bed again and have things be like they used to be before the war. before keigo betrayed him.
how can it ever be like that again though? nothing is the same. he's dead for fucks sake.
but now, hearing that keigo is dying, he can tell there's nothing fake about that. he feels his throat closing up and it's like the ground bottoms out under him. it shouldn't bother him so much, or at all, really... but it does. it really fucking does.]
What kinda diagnosis?
[dabi swallows hard, looking away for a long moment, crossing his arms over his chest.]
Fuck.
Fuck, Keigo. How much fuckin' longer.