It's not being prudish when I don't find the appeal of being fucked in front of a hundred people.
[of course, he casually tries to not consider how aroused he was during their first fuck, up against that window. trying to not get caught had drove him insane with pleasure.
still. he felt bitter towards his first experience with the quagmire and had no intentions of returning to it. catching dabi getting his dick sucked had left a sour taste in his mouth. he was truthful when he previously stated he couldn't bare to see his former lover with anyone intimately.
that leaves the question if dabi could do the same for him. if he were to take the offer to live here and casually met someone, or even if keigo fucked around, would dabi have an issue with that? they weren't together any longer. he should have that right. not to mention, he didn't intend to hang around dabi's spots either.
avoiding his former lover was probably for the best, wasn't it? even if keigo was drawn to him like a moth to a flame.
it's not anything he needs an answer for now, honestly. keigo's mind and heart still aligned towards dying within his hospital bed.
of course, making a joke about death apparently was met with agitation. tough crowd. keigo doesn't try to recover from it, only shrugs his shoulders. he had no intentions of lying to dabi. there's no need for it here.]
We can start in your car. It's private in there.
[keigo answers instead, looking on ahead down the street, wondering if any of the vehicles before them belonged to dabi.]
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Date: 2021-03-03 01:35 pm (UTC)[of course, he casually tries to not consider how aroused he was during their first fuck, up against that window. trying to not get caught had drove him insane with pleasure.
still. he felt bitter towards his first experience with the quagmire and had no intentions of returning to it. catching dabi getting his dick sucked had left a sour taste in his mouth. he was truthful when he previously stated he couldn't bare to see his former lover with anyone intimately.
that leaves the question if dabi could do the same for him. if he were to take the offer to live here and casually met someone, or even if keigo fucked around, would dabi have an issue with that? they weren't together any longer. he should have that right. not to mention, he didn't intend to hang around dabi's spots either.
avoiding his former lover was probably for the best, wasn't it? even if keigo was drawn to him like a moth to a flame.
it's not anything he needs an answer for now, honestly. keigo's mind and heart still aligned towards dying within his hospital bed.
of course, making a joke about death apparently was met with agitation. tough crowd. keigo doesn't try to recover from it, only shrugs his shoulders. he had no intentions of lying to dabi. there's no need for it here.]
We can start in your car. It's private in there.
[keigo answers instead, looking on ahead down the street, wondering if any of the vehicles before them belonged to dabi.]