[ he feels disgusting and useless- even more so when keigo stalls, only starting up again when his eyes are on him. he knows they're both being used, but he's in his right mind, and he's doing all of this anyway. he really does feel like he's good for nothing but this. a disgusting, shameful toy, ready and willing to do what his father says, because he's not strong enough to deal with the consequences.
he just has to keep reminding himself- keigo doesn't know, he doesn't get it. keigo is just seeking pleasure, and this is how he's finding it right now. he has to. ]
N-no, Daddy. He h-hasn't.
[dabi tries to answer when he can, those hot, large fingers doing a number on his insides. he's in so much pain from them abusing his walls over and over again, and yet he can feel his orgasm building up hard and fast. he nearly sobs when his father demands he tells him when he's close to coming, and then the sob finally escapes at the question, but he nods.]
I understand.... ah.... ah... Daddy... I'm so close... please... I'm close, I'm close.
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Date: 2021-03-31 01:08 am (UTC)he just has to keep reminding himself- keigo doesn't know, he doesn't get it. keigo is just seeking pleasure, and this is how he's finding it right now. he has to. ]
N-no, Daddy. He h-hasn't.
[dabi tries to answer when he can, those hot, large fingers doing a number on his insides. he's in so much pain from them abusing his walls over and over again, and yet he can feel his orgasm building up hard and fast. he nearly sobs when his father demands he tells him when he's close to coming, and then the sob finally escapes at the question, but he nods.]
I understand.... ah.... ah... Daddy... I'm so close... please... I'm close, I'm close.