[ dabi can feel keigo clinging back so hard and it keeps him grounded. he holds just as tightly, wanting to make sure keigo knows he's here too, no matter what.
he knows it's probably a bad idea to leave this in his father's hands, but he doesn't know what to say. he doesn't know what else of himself he could possibly offer to keep keigo safe. endeavor has already taken everything from him.
but it's then that he realizes some clarity in keigo's eyes, and his heart starts racing hard in his chest.
oh no.
he's been wanting keigo to be more lucid all this time, but in a way, having him mindless made this a little easier. keigo didn't have to think or worry about anything else but getting himself off, even if it was painful. if he realizes what's happening, it'll all come crashing down. ]
Keigo.... Keigo, focus on me.
[It's the last thing dabi wants though, shame filling him to his core, but he'd rather have keigo's attention on him than on his father.]
Yes, Daddy... please. Use me the way you wanna use me. I deserve it.
[he resists the urge to fight endeavor off when he touches his bird's waist, his own fingers curling deep into keigo's skin the way keigo's fingers are pressing into his scars.
he does deserve this. he deserves every bit of this for bringing keigo into this mess. he shouldn't have contacted him at all.]
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Date: 2021-03-31 05:32 pm (UTC)he knows it's probably a bad idea to leave this in his father's hands, but he doesn't know what to say. he doesn't know what else of himself he could possibly offer to keep keigo safe. endeavor has already taken everything from him.
but it's then that he realizes some clarity in keigo's eyes, and his heart starts racing hard in his chest.
oh no.
he's been wanting keigo to be more lucid all this time, but in a way, having him mindless made this a little easier. keigo didn't have to think or worry about anything else but getting himself off, even if it was painful. if he realizes what's happening, it'll all come crashing down. ]
Keigo.... Keigo, focus on me.
[It's the last thing dabi wants though, shame filling him to his core, but he'd rather have keigo's attention on him than on his father.]
Yes, Daddy... please. Use me the way you wanna use me. I deserve it.
[he resists the urge to fight endeavor off when he touches his bird's waist, his own fingers curling deep into keigo's skin the way keigo's fingers are pressing into his scars.
he does deserve this. he deserves every bit of this for bringing keigo into this mess. he shouldn't have contacted him at all.]