[ he can feel the hand in his hair, but it doesn't feel good or comforting. every touch feels revolting right now, even keigo's and he knows that's probably what his father was trying to do, but he can't help but feel that way.
but it's over. it's finally over... at least for now. he knows it's never really going to be over until he ends his life, but at least it's over for now. he feels like crying, but he knows that feeling is useless too. useless, just like he is. this is all he's ever been good for.
he already knows it's his fault, even before his father reminds him that it is. once his father is back at their sides, his eyes flicker with fear at those words. ]
Ya can't... ya can't just keep him here. Daddy, please... people will wonder where he is. They'll come lookin' for him. He won't say anything, please let him go.
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Date: 2021-04-01 03:02 am (UTC)but it's over. it's finally over... at least for now. he knows it's never really going to be over until he ends his life, but at least it's over for now. he feels like crying, but he knows that feeling is useless too. useless, just like he is. this is all he's ever been good for.
he already knows it's his fault, even before his father reminds him that it is. once his father is back at their sides, his eyes flicker with fear at those words. ]
Ya can't... ya can't just keep him here. Daddy, please... people will wonder where he is. They'll come lookin' for him. He won't say anything, please let him go.