[ dabi wonders if this has anything to do with what happened earlier, or the way they made up, or... he's not really sure, but now he's letting his mind wander too far. this shouldn't even be such a big deal. he doesn't want it to be.
but it kind of is, because he doesn't ever let anyone willingly fuck him. those who have... he didn't have a whole lot of choice. he's never trusted anyone else to. hell, he's never had anyone to trust or not trust. it's always only been either pieces of shit who use him... or keigo.
he does trust keigo, and he knows that the other man would stop as soon as he told him to stop. dabi trusts him with a lot of things.
when keigo pushes his hair back, dabi's gaze slides away for a moment, but then he looks back at him and nods, pushing himself up to sit as well. he wants to tell keigo that he doesn't need to baby him cause he's done this before, but... has he ever even done this before? he wonders how different it would be with keigo.]
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Date: 2021-04-14 06:34 am (UTC)but it kind of is, because he doesn't ever let anyone willingly fuck him. those who have... he didn't have a whole lot of choice. he's never trusted anyone else to. hell, he's never had anyone to trust or not trust. it's always only been either pieces of shit who use him... or keigo.
he does trust keigo, and he knows that the other man would stop as soon as he told him to stop. dabi trusts him with a lot of things.
when keigo pushes his hair back, dabi's gaze slides away for a moment, but then he looks back at him and nods, pushing himself up to sit as well. he wants to tell keigo that he doesn't need to baby him cause he's done this before, but... has he ever even done this before? he wonders how different it would be with keigo.]
Yeah... alright.