[now keigo wishes more pictures were taken of them. he only had so many pictures of the two of them together, taken where he could. keigo tries to abide by keeping their affair secret. gods though, he wish he could have it said loud and proud.
more than that though, he wish they could be...more. just, more together. living together. going out on secret dates. he wonders if dabi would still want that with him after...]
That a label you're willing to be?
[he doesn't want to make his lover uncomfortable. he knows how all too well the villain reacted before about it.
swallowing, he feels a whole new set of nerves building up. but he can't keep running from this. their time was running out. dabi may kill him here, and maybe that's what he deserves, but keigo knows what he wants out of all of this.]
...I..my handlers, they bought me off my mom when I was a kid. After hearing that I saved some people with my feathers. From there, I belonged to them. Whatever they wanted of me, I had to do. I wanted to be a hero, but they molded me into the hero they desired. They sold me to politicians, heroes, anyone with money or power, even villains. All for their own benefit. I...I hated it. But I loved keeping people safe, so I dealt with it.
[nervously, he runs a hand through his hair. he's never said such feelings out loud. it makes him scared.]
But, I couldn't keep doing that. I can't be someone they can sell. Sometimes, especially with heroes, I have to be forced to keep my quirk suppressed. I kept wondering how much longer until I'm just..killed. Honestly, I really didn't believe much in the motives of the League at the beginning, but, it started to get more clear when I spoke with Twice. When I taught him that book, I realized just what position I was in.
[he breathes out, feeling his nerves getting the best of him.]
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Date: 2021-04-28 11:55 pm (UTC)more than that though, he wish they could be...more. just, more together. living together. going out on secret dates. he wonders if dabi would still want that with him after...]
That a label you're willing to be?
[he doesn't want to make his lover uncomfortable. he knows how all too well the villain reacted before about it.
swallowing, he feels a whole new set of nerves building up. but he can't keep running from this. their time was running out. dabi may kill him here, and maybe that's what he deserves, but keigo knows what he wants out of all of this.]
...I..my handlers, they bought me off my mom when I was a kid. After hearing that I saved some people with my feathers. From there, I belonged to them. Whatever they wanted of me, I had to do. I wanted to be a hero, but they molded me into the hero they desired. They sold me to politicians, heroes, anyone with money or power, even villains. All for their own benefit. I...I hated it. But I loved keeping people safe, so I dealt with it.
[nervously, he runs a hand through his hair. he's never said such feelings out loud. it makes him scared.]
But, I couldn't keep doing that. I can't be someone they can sell. Sometimes, especially with heroes, I have to be forced to keep my quirk suppressed. I kept wondering how much longer until I'm just..killed. Honestly, I really didn't believe much in the motives of the League at the beginning, but, it started to get more clear when I spoke with Twice. When I taught him that book, I realized just what position I was in.
[he breathes out, feeling his nerves getting the best of him.]
I'm sorry...can we, um, can we sit down?