[it's a lot. he's revealing a lot here. and keigo feels naturally guilty for it. he never wants to hurt or anger dabi, but he's doing it again. he knew he dragged his feet here for awhile, knew for some time that he had to have this discussion with the villain.
he might die here tonight. this was grounds for death. keigo, despite being a hero and understanding death quite well, he's scared of it. rather, he's scared of the impact it would have on dabi. he might be a villain, but dabi still had a soft side that keigo has seen. he hates that he's tarnishing it here though. he should have been honest a long time ago.
dabi's reaction is justified. more than that, even. keigo doesn't expect the villain to believe him. he expects his lover to turn away and never talk to him again, if he doesn't burn him down first.]
I know...I know you can't..and won't believe me. I'm sorry, Dabi. I am.
[like the villain, keigo gets to his feet. he does allow dabi his space though, coming to stand near the window, wrapping his arms around him. he's fretting even more now, feathers puffed from his upset nature, trembling that they'll be burn down, along with the rest of keigo.
lost, sad golden orbs come to focus back on dabi though, as the villain brings up his own person.]
No, I don't know who you are. Just as Dabi.
[he's honest, but how can the villain know that? in fact, he's surprised that the villain is so sure they know who he is. did they? despite demanding he find out?? he wouldn't be surprised, but...just, who was dabi then?
no. he didn't deserve to ask that. not here.]
Dabi, I...I know you can't forgive me or trust me again. But I do want to help you and the others. I can give you my notes, who I think might be watching us. If we can get them to talk, they might be able to provide more intel. And..and I do have my reports with my handlers. I recorded each one.
[but that was to use against them when the time came, for their illegal endeavors. even if it may have locked him up too. he didn't care. he had to get rid of that organization as a whole.]
Please, please let me help.
[they don't have a lot of time here. his handlers will find out soon. he has to give it one last shot, even if it kills him. he had to get rid of them, no matter the cost. his life can easily be replaced. but the hero commission will always be around.]
...before they kill or cage me, let me help where I can.
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Date: 2021-04-29 02:41 pm (UTC)he might die here tonight. this was grounds for death. keigo, despite being a hero and understanding death quite well, he's scared of it. rather, he's scared of the impact it would have on dabi. he might be a villain, but dabi still had a soft side that keigo has seen. he hates that he's tarnishing it here though. he should have been honest a long time ago.
dabi's reaction is justified. more than that, even. keigo doesn't expect the villain to believe him. he expects his lover to turn away and never talk to him again, if he doesn't burn him down first.]
I know...I know you can't..and won't believe me. I'm sorry, Dabi. I am.
[like the villain, keigo gets to his feet. he does allow dabi his space though, coming to stand near the window, wrapping his arms around him. he's fretting even more now, feathers puffed from his upset nature, trembling that they'll be burn down, along with the rest of keigo.
lost, sad golden orbs come to focus back on dabi though, as the villain brings up his own person.]
No, I don't know who you are. Just as Dabi.
[he's honest, but how can the villain know that? in fact, he's surprised that the villain is so sure they know who he is. did they? despite demanding he find out?? he wouldn't be surprised, but...just, who was dabi then?
no. he didn't deserve to ask that. not here.]
Dabi, I...I know you can't forgive me or trust me again. But I do want to help you and the others. I can give you my notes, who I think might be watching us. If we can get them to talk, they might be able to provide more intel. And..and I do have my reports with my handlers. I recorded each one.
[but that was to use against them when the time came, for their illegal endeavors. even if it may have locked him up too. he didn't care. he had to get rid of that organization as a whole.]
Please, please let me help.
[they don't have a lot of time here. his handlers will find out soon. he has to give it one last shot, even if it kills him. he had to get rid of them, no matter the cost. his life can easily be replaced. but the hero commission will always be around.]
...before they kill or cage me, let me help where I can.