[ it's hard for dabi to look past anything but the lies and betrayal. the things that anger him are what drives him, and pulling back enough to look at everything else is something he struggles with on his best days, and this is far from that.
the fact is, that to him, keigo's story doesn't make sense. bits and pieces of it do, but why didn't he just tell him from the start? dabi had asked him why he wanted to join the league. he asked him what keigo was after, but keigo said none of this.
what hurts the most are the lies of course... but that keigo didn't trust him enough to tell him before. all this talk of no secrets between them, and the two of them being together. Us. It all feels like a lie and it's tearing dabi up inside.
and then... keigo's handlers know? how did they find out about the two of them? and if they threatened him with Endeavor... they must know. they have to know who he is, even if keigo swears he doesn't.
it feels like everything he worked towards is crumbling apart. all his life, and here with keigo. ]
Ya did lie to me! Why the fuck did you lie to me!?
[he yells, feeling sparks of blue prickling his fingertips.]
I was gonna help you! I was gonna fuckin' save you! But ya didn't even tell me the truth. And now you're tellin' me they know about us? What are they gonna do?
[he curls his hands into tighter fists, trying to keep his flames from moving up his arms. he's so angry he could burn this whole place down. but keigo looks so terrified. he looks scared to death. dabi doesn't know what to do, and really, and a part of dabi thinks he deserves it.]
If ya didn't want them to take you, ya should've fuckin' told me. Ya should've trusted me. Sounds like they know all about me now too, though. No fuckin' way am I stickin' around.
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Date: 2021-04-30 05:49 pm (UTC)the fact is, that to him, keigo's story doesn't make sense. bits and pieces of it do, but why didn't he just tell him from the start? dabi had asked him why he wanted to join the league. he asked him what keigo was after, but keigo said none of this.
what hurts the most are the lies of course... but that keigo didn't trust him enough to tell him before. all this talk of no secrets between them, and the two of them being together. Us. It all feels like a lie and it's tearing dabi up inside.
and then... keigo's handlers know? how did they find out about the two of them? and if they threatened him with Endeavor... they must know. they have to know who he is, even if keigo swears he doesn't.
it feels like everything he worked towards is crumbling apart. all his life, and here with keigo. ]
Ya did lie to me! Why the fuck did you lie to me!?
[he yells, feeling sparks of blue prickling his fingertips.]
I was gonna help you! I was gonna fuckin' save you! But ya didn't even tell me the truth. And now you're tellin' me they know about us? What are they gonna do?
[he curls his hands into tighter fists, trying to keep his flames from moving up his arms. he's so angry he could burn this whole place down. but keigo looks so terrified. he looks scared to death. dabi doesn't know what to do, and really, and a part of dabi thinks he deserves it.]
If ya didn't want them to take you, ya should've fuckin' told me. Ya should've trusted me. Sounds like they know all about me now too, though. No fuckin' way am I stickin' around.