[it hurts incredibly to have dabi talk like this to him. everything about their relationship was crumbling. he was about to lose the one bright thing he's ever had. and he can't even blame the villain. this isn't dabi's fault at all.
all he can do from here to protect him and the league however he can.
still, he can't help how his gaze shows his hurt over dabi's accusations of endeavor. he never slept with the hero. never had any intention of doing so. he liked the hero enough, but he's only really wanted dabi after their relationship began to deepen. even when he didn't have to, he was faithful to the villain in front of him.]
I didn't..I never told him anything.
[he says with a shaky, small voice. he doesn't know why he tries here, considering how dabi's jealousy tended to take over, and with such anger and pain, he doubts it would help any to deny anything.
he tries even not to wince when dabi deliberately says he deserves this. maybe it breaks him even more. keigo can't find it within himself to fight because his lover is saying just what his inner, darker thoughts do. it makes him...give up, and he stares down at the floor, no longer able to fight, because dabi is right.
he hears the villain speaking more, and if he had any will, he'd try to beg his lover to kill him. but he doesn't. he doesn't even know what dabi is doing or grabbing. it doesn't matter anymore, does it? he tried. he did. he tried his best to explain, but it didn't matter. nothing ever did in his case. he really thought dabi could protect him, save him like he begged, but the secrecy that keigo hid himself in was just too much.
someone like dabi was too good to be true.
if he's lucky, maybe his old lover will read his thoughts and set this building on fire for him.]
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Date: 2021-04-30 08:45 pm (UTC)all he can do from here to protect him and the league however he can.
still, he can't help how his gaze shows his hurt over dabi's accusations of endeavor. he never slept with the hero. never had any intention of doing so. he liked the hero enough, but he's only really wanted dabi after their relationship began to deepen. even when he didn't have to, he was faithful to the villain in front of him.]
I didn't..I never told him anything.
[he says with a shaky, small voice. he doesn't know why he tries here, considering how dabi's jealousy tended to take over, and with such anger and pain, he doubts it would help any to deny anything.
he tries even not to wince when dabi deliberately says he deserves this. maybe it breaks him even more. keigo can't find it within himself to fight because his lover is saying just what his inner, darker thoughts do. it makes him...give up, and he stares down at the floor, no longer able to fight, because dabi is right.
he hears the villain speaking more, and if he had any will, he'd try to beg his lover to kill him. but he doesn't. he doesn't even know what dabi is doing or grabbing. it doesn't matter anymore, does it? he tried. he did. he tried his best to explain, but it didn't matter. nothing ever did in his case. he really thought dabi could protect him, save him like he begged, but the secrecy that keigo hid himself in was just too much.
someone like dabi was too good to be true.
if he's lucky, maybe his old lover will read his thoughts and set this building on fire for him.]