[keigo is a pro-hero only in name. he does try his best to help the public and citizens, to protect the innocent like he was trained. but honestly, even he knows he climbed the ranks easier than most, that it wasn't just the public enjoying the young hero or how many people he's saved.
the hero commission did what they wanted, used power and money to get him there. he should have been grateful. after all, he wanted to be a hero like endeavor. he wanted to protect people. he desperately wanted to create a world where heroes had too much time on their hands.
he was far from understanding or knowing exactly the details that go on with other pro-heroes. only by dabi's smallest admittance in their short history together is keigo able to know that the villain despised his father. that's enough for him to desire keeping endeavor away from him. hell, he would willing provide the number one on a platter if it meant gaining dabi's trust and staying with him.
but that isn't at the front of his mind at the moment. he's confused instead, unsure what dabi wants from him. the villain desires to know who he is. he's plenty of things. what if he says it wrong? what if it's not the right answer?]
I-I'm...the son of..a criminal. A...a murderer. A thief. He..was a shit father..who abused...my mom and me. G-Got...arrested..and then just..mom and me. But...she sold me to the hero commission, after I..saved some people. I became their...puppet...Wanted to be a hero..but I became..their toy to pass around.
[he stops to cough, breathing heavier. it burns now from throat to chest. he has to wonder if his lungs would be damaged by the end of this.]
I'm..still me....I still..I...Everything I ever did..that was me. Wanting..to be with you..is me. I didn't..lie about my feelings. And I..got lost..along the way...of telling you everything. I know..I should have told you...everything. I know..I...I can't...take it back. C-Can only..move forward...and.....do..whatever you want me..to do...Just..tell me w-what you want..even...if you want to...burn me...D-Don't want to..go back...to them.
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the hero commission did what they wanted, used power and money to get him there. he should have been grateful. after all, he wanted to be a hero like endeavor. he wanted to protect people. he desperately wanted to create a world where heroes had too much time on their hands.
he was far from understanding or knowing exactly the details that go on with other pro-heroes. only by dabi's smallest admittance in their short history together is keigo able to know that the villain despised his father. that's enough for him to desire keeping endeavor away from him. hell, he would willing provide the number one on a platter if it meant gaining dabi's trust and staying with him.
but that isn't at the front of his mind at the moment. he's confused instead, unsure what dabi wants from him. the villain desires to know who he is. he's plenty of things. what if he says it wrong? what if it's not the right answer?]
I-I'm...the son of..a criminal. A...a murderer. A thief. He..was a shit father..who abused...my mom and me. G-Got...arrested..and then just..mom and me. But...she sold me to the hero commission, after I..saved some people. I became their...puppet...Wanted to be a hero..but I became..their toy to pass around.
[he stops to cough, breathing heavier. it burns now from throat to chest. he has to wonder if his lungs would be damaged by the end of this.]
I'm..still me....I still..I...Everything I ever did..that was me. Wanting..to be with you..is me. I didn't..lie about my feelings. And I..got lost..along the way...of telling you everything. I know..I should have told you...everything. I know..I...I can't...take it back. C-Can only..move forward...and.....do..whatever you want me..to do...Just..tell me w-what you want..even...if you want to...burn me...D-Don't want to..go back...to them.
[he's trying. he's trying.]