[ if dabi had ever gotten the choice, maybe he would have set his pain to zero. or maybe it isn't a mental zero because he's definitely feeling this, even if the pain in his hand is completely tolerable. why wouldn't anyone realize that the emotional pain is even worse?
he doesn't get much after that though, and part of him wishes he would. he wants keigo gone, but he also wants to understand. he doesn't know what midnight means though, because he's never left this place before.
he's left standing in that alleyway all alone with this shitty explanation and a sorry that he isn't anywhere close to wanting to hear. there's a space where keigo used to be, and now he's wondering if maybe everything the other man was saying was true or not.
he can't be dead. how can he be dead?
he's so confused and angry right now, though. he doesn't want to think about it anymore. it's too much, too painful. it would explain so much, but he doesn't want to believe it. he can't. at least midnight doesn't mean shit to him, though, so he goes back inside and gets drunk off his ass so he doesn't have to think about keigo, or any of this anymore.
or at least until things reset to the next morning. ]
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he doesn't get much after that though, and part of him wishes he would. he wants keigo gone, but he also wants to understand. he doesn't know what midnight means though, because he's never left this place before.
he's left standing in that alleyway all alone with this shitty explanation and a sorry that he isn't anywhere close to wanting to hear. there's a space where keigo used to be, and now he's wondering if maybe everything the other man was saying was true or not.
he can't be dead. how can he be dead?
he's so confused and angry right now, though. he doesn't want to think about it anymore. it's too much, too painful. it would explain so much, but he doesn't want to believe it. he can't. at least midnight doesn't mean shit to him, though, so he goes back inside and gets drunk off his ass so he doesn't have to think about keigo, or any of this anymore.
or at least until things reset to the next morning. ]