[he can feel the way dabi moves to rub his eyes. instinctively, keigo can't help but to hold tighter to his former lover. he misses this so much. just getting to touch dabi, it stirs the emptiness inside of him. he won't ever get this chance again. he's a dead man knocking on death's door.
but, he tells himself, at least he's able to feel this one last time. it just seems so impossible to stay in san junipero when he knows how close his former love was. there's no point in staying alive forever when the man he loves and desires would want him gone. he couldn't do that to dabi.
still, he bared his heart out to his old love. keigo isn't even sure why. it's true that he's tired of lying to dabi. but, there's no benefit to admit something so deep when they're both so broken.
yet, as dabi speaks, giving him that one and final chance, keigo lifts his head up, chin against his former lover's back as he blinks away his tears. he never would have expected this. why...why would dabi even give him that much? instinctively, he holds the other man tighter before nodding his head.]
I'll tell you everything.
[no more reason to lie. no more hiding. no more pretending. keigo knows not to expect anything of it, but he wants to give dabi anything and everything, no matter how big or small. he just, he can't help it.]
Can we..somewhere more private? It'll take awhile to tell you it all.
[he asks with hesitation. it's not because he doesn't want to be alone with his old lover, since keigo would very much prefer that at any given chance. but, it's easier to talk to dabi and be himself without spying eyes on the two of them.]
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but, he tells himself, at least he's able to feel this one last time. it just seems so impossible to stay in san junipero when he knows how close his former love was. there's no point in staying alive forever when the man he loves and desires would want him gone. he couldn't do that to dabi.
still, he bared his heart out to his old love. keigo isn't even sure why. it's true that he's tired of lying to dabi. but, there's no benefit to admit something so deep when they're both so broken.
yet, as dabi speaks, giving him that one and final chance, keigo lifts his head up, chin against his former lover's back as he blinks away his tears. he never would have expected this. why...why would dabi even give him that much? instinctively, he holds the other man tighter before nodding his head.]
I'll tell you everything.
[no more reason to lie. no more hiding. no more pretending. keigo knows not to expect anything of it, but he wants to give dabi anything and everything, no matter how big or small. he just, he can't help it.]
Can we..somewhere more private? It'll take awhile to tell you it all.
[he asks with hesitation. it's not because he doesn't want to be alone with his old lover, since keigo would very much prefer that at any given chance. but, it's easier to talk to dabi and be himself without spying eyes on the two of them.]