[ it's definitely good that keigo doesn't know what dabi's been up to while he's been here. it hurts him to his core. he can't imagine it would hurt keigo any less. for a long while he thought all of what keigo had said was a lie. that he didn't care about him at all and that it was only a job.
it's hard to believe that now, though, especially once keigo told him everything. no one would go through all that for someone who was just a job. while it still hurts that keigo betrayed him anyway, he still wants to hold on to the rest of what it meant.
the rest? he has to try and let go of if they're going to try and make something work. he knows both of them deserve more than just an apology, but he hopes it's a good start.
once keigo is in his arms, dabi wills warmth back into his body like he used to have. he knows he isn't like that anymore, but he can make it a part of himself again, can't he? just like when he decides to have his scars. having keigo in his arms feels like the biggest relief imaginable. it feels like coming home. dabi closes his eyes and holds him tightly, burying his face into keigo's hair. it's been so long. too long and it makes him tear up. without his scars it's as if he can't seem to stop.]
We gotta figure out a way to fix this.
[not just the thing with endeavor's hold, but between them too. everything around them is broken.]
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it's hard to believe that now, though, especially once keigo told him everything. no one would go through all that for someone who was just a job. while it still hurts that keigo betrayed him anyway, he still wants to hold on to the rest of what it meant.
the rest? he has to try and let go of if they're going to try and make something work. he knows both of them deserve more than just an apology, but he hopes it's a good start.
once keigo is in his arms, dabi wills warmth back into his body like he used to have. he knows he isn't like that anymore, but he can make it a part of himself again, can't he? just like when he decides to have his scars. having keigo in his arms feels like the biggest relief imaginable. it feels like coming home. dabi closes his eyes and holds him tightly, burying his face into keigo's hair. it's been so long. too long and it makes him tear up. without his scars it's as if he can't seem to stop.]
We gotta figure out a way to fix this.
[not just the thing with endeavor's hold, but between them too. everything around them is broken.]