[ dabi isn't sure what he wants to be called either. he isn't sure about anything.
telling keigo his real name ended up being so much more of a violent thing than he initially intended it to be. he only meant for it to be violent with endeavor, not keigo. but that's how things ended up.
he had thought about telling him before that so many times, but he didn't want to risk it. everything he had been working towards was building up to his great reveal. now? now he hates how it all went down. of course he does. endeavor won and he died, and now keigo is dealing with the heavy consequences of his actions. he still wants to shake the other man sometimes, to ask him why he fucked it all up like this. maybe endeavor would have been dead instead, and things would have been fine. now they'll never know, and he knows keigo regrets it.
dabi needs his space, but he also needs keigo close, and he's relieved when keigo gets it. his former lover keeps his hand at his chest but he moves away a little, and it gives dabi a moment to be able to think. ]
There's some stuff I gotta tell ya.
[he starts, looking down at their hands. it's stuff about back then, it's stuff about now. maybe the stuff that's happened at san junipero doesn't matter anymore because he's dead, but it feels like it matters to him. he wants keigo to know it all before he died and ends up here full time, if that's what he decides to do. ]
Maybe I don't, I dunno. But... I feel like you should know. If we're gonna be honest with each other about everythin' from now on, we should tell each other everythin', right?
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telling keigo his real name ended up being so much more of a violent thing than he initially intended it to be. he only meant for it to be violent with endeavor, not keigo. but that's how things ended up.
he had thought about telling him before that so many times, but he didn't want to risk it. everything he had been working towards was building up to his great reveal. now? now he hates how it all went down. of course he does. endeavor won and he died, and now keigo is dealing with the heavy consequences of his actions. he still wants to shake the other man sometimes, to ask him why he fucked it all up like this. maybe endeavor would have been dead instead, and things would have been fine. now they'll never know, and he knows keigo regrets it.
dabi needs his space, but he also needs keigo close, and he's relieved when keigo gets it. his former lover keeps his hand at his chest but he moves away a little, and it gives dabi a moment to be able to think. ]
There's some stuff I gotta tell ya.
[he starts, looking down at their hands. it's stuff about back then, it's stuff about now. maybe the stuff that's happened at san junipero doesn't matter anymore because he's dead, but it feels like it matters to him. he wants keigo to know it all before he died and ends up here full time, if that's what he decides to do. ]
Maybe I don't, I dunno. But... I feel like you should know. If we're gonna be honest with each other about everythin' from now on, we should tell each other everythin', right?