[ dabi only ever thought it was special when it came to keigo. it was the only time he had enjoyed himself as well. he knew they'd both had fucked up situations when it came to sex, and that maybe the very first time they found something good in it was with each other.
but here, dabi fell into even more darkness, and he didn't think he'd ever get out. didn't think it mattered. hell, he knows he even taunted keigo with it when he first got here, but that's cause he wanted to make the other man jealous. he wanted a fiery reaction and he got one.
none of the rest of it was for pleasure though, and dabi more than made sure of that. it's as if he wanted that stark contrast to everything he and keigo had, because he thought he'd never get it back.
but now?
now keigo looks at him despite everything he's just said, and it's not with disgust or anger. it calms something inside of him that has been aching for far too long. ]
Then I want it. When I'm ready, I want it. I want you to be mine. Every single part'a you.
[when that ring comes off of keigo's finger, because he can't stand looking at it. it makes him feel sick to his stomach. he wants keigo to be his.]
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but here, dabi fell into even more darkness, and he didn't think he'd ever get out. didn't think it mattered. hell, he knows he even taunted keigo with it when he first got here, but that's cause he wanted to make the other man jealous. he wanted a fiery reaction and he got one.
none of the rest of it was for pleasure though, and dabi more than made sure of that. it's as if he wanted that stark contrast to everything he and keigo had, because he thought he'd never get it back.
but now?
now keigo looks at him despite everything he's just said, and it's not with disgust or anger. it calms something inside of him that has been aching for far too long. ]
Then I want it. When I'm ready, I want it. I want you to be mine. Every single part'a you.
[when that ring comes off of keigo's finger, because he can't stand looking at it. it makes him feel sick to his stomach. he wants keigo to be his.]