creamation | texty.

Don’t you have bird brain moments?

Just me?

Okay!

I wish he would leave you alone. Hey, why don’t we get our own agency after we’re done here? But, far away. So he never comes near you again?

I'm not a bird.

yeah. just you. they can ask me out all they want but I wouldn't be with them.

do you. wanna have sex before? I know it's stupid but. I don't wanna just do it cause they told us to do it. I mean if that's what you want. if not thats cool too.

he won't. not ever. I don't think he'd let me do that either.

he might even get mad if we're sex partners. but I guess if it's part of the program he'll have to let us.

Well, I kind of like hearing you call me bird brain. It’s like my own personal nickname from you.

Same with me. I wouldn’t want any of them.

Yes! I want to do it a lot with Touya! I mean, if that’s okay with you.

If I become a top hero, then he can’t do anything about it. It wasn’t my plan to try that hard, but I would gladly do it for you. And I can take you far away where he’ll never find you.

I can give you better ones, though.

you're the only one I really trust.

it won't be weird, right?

I dont think it works like that, kei. but thanks 🙂

Will you? I would like more!

I only really trust you too. No one has treated me as kind and sweet as you. I’m glad you’re my best friend, Touya.

I don’t think it will be. I had dreamt about it before. That’s not weird, is it?

And sure it does. I’ll become a top hero that he can’t beat.

yeah, I can try to think of some.

I'm glad you're my friend too, Keigo. I'm sorry for being weird and jealous. I just thought maybe you wanted to be with someone cuter. someone not as damaged or whatever.

i don't think that's so weird. what was the dream?

but that's not your dream. you shouldnt have to do that.

I'll think of some for you too.

No way, Touya! And don't ever say that about yourself. You're the cutest and hottest person ever. You're not damaged either. You're completely perfect! It's why I, well, when the others here ask me about you, I get jealous. Like, very jealous.

You don't? That makes me relieved. And, my dreams range from us experimenting around or giving you my virginity. I thought about you touching my wings too, but more intimately. And us kissing. A lot.

You're my dream though. I can be strong and climb the ranks to protect you, and I will.

oh yeah, like what?

can't believe you think that, you little weirdo. but. I'm glad you think I'm cute. I'm way not perfect though. don't want you to think that. you get jealous when they ask about me? really? that why you didn't give them my number?

oh. wow. how come you never told me?

I wanna protect you too, Keigo. I don't want your dream to be all about me. that's not fair.

Hot stuff.

But, I’m kind of your weirdo now, right? And even if you or the world doesn’t think you’re perfect, you’re perfect to me. And yeah, I got jealous of them. It’s part of the reason I didn’t give them your number. That, and I really do believe they shouldn’t go through me to get to you.

I never told you cause I thought you’d find it awkward or weird that I like you like that.

You can protect me by being in my agency and my partner. Or at least bring me fried chicken once a month.

oh my god, that's so embarrassing!

yeah, you're totally my weirdo. i shouldn't be perfect to you, though. cause i know i'll mess up and then. i dunno. it'll be bad.

didn't you know i wouldn't wanna be with them anyways? that's like. not even my thing. i'm only even gonna be your sex partner cause you're you.

i wish you would have told me before. like, before it had to be only about sex partners.

i think my dad will kill me if i'm not number one.

Good! All the more reason to use it.

I know you might mess up, but you would still be perfect for me. You're human, after all. And humans make bad choices. I'll never ever think less of you.

I wasn't really sure. I never thought I was good enough for you. But, I'm glad I know better know, and that I get to have you and be with you.

Well, our time together, just the two of us, doesn't have to be because of the sex partner thing. We can just do it because we want to. I would like to do it often, before and after what this place is making us do. I want to have sex with you cause I like you, Touya.

Do you want to be number one?

just don't call me that in front of anyone else.

i don't deserve you, keigo.

you thought you weren't good enough for me?? are you crazy? it's totally the other way around. the very first day we met i already messed everything up for you and. god, keigo. you're the perfect one. and one day you're gonna wake up and realize how screwed up everything with me is and you're gonna resent me. you even talk about protecting me and changing what you wanna do for me and i'm not worth it. i'm really not.

just sex?

no. but neither do you.

Of course not. I don't even call you Touya in front of them.

I think it's me who doesn't deserve you, Touya.

You're making my feathers fall out, Touya. Just reading that you think I'm perfect gave me goosebumps. Anyway, I don't feel like I'm screwing up at all with you. I see someone who looks at me the way I look at them. I'll never, ever resent you. I've been with you all this time, and I don't know, I just feel like whatever is here, it continues to grow between us.

Can we be more than that? Like, more than best friends?

I guess so. But I can be number one if it means keeping your dad away from you.

i know. guess that's different though.

i don't understand how you can possibly even think that.

i wish i could see things the way you do. that already makes you so much better. and. i dunno. sometimes i just think you're crazy for seeing me this way and it's hard for me to get over that. it's hard for me to get over what my dad says.

we'll get in trouble, kei.

i don't want you to be number one just so you can keep my dad away from me. don't do that.

Don't worry. I won't say it out loud in front of people.

I think that's my line towards your belief of me.

Maybe I am crazy, but it's just how I see things and how I feel. I'm going to change the way you think, because your dad is wrong.

Doesn't that make it worth it?

I guess I could become an antihero and kidnap you.

okay.

that doesn't make any sense, keigo. since i've gotten here all i've done is cause you trouble. but you? you've been like this light. you make me forget about everything. even the other kids look at me like i'm some kinda ugly, burnt up weirdo, but you never do. i don't do anything but fail. how could you possibly think the other way around?

my dad is pretty much in charge so it feels like it doesn't matter. it always feels like that for me.

it makes me scared.

come on, kei. don't be silly.

Touya, you're so hard on yourself. What the other kids see is a powerful hero training to be the best he can be. They're so envious of you. You're far from ugly. I think you're beautiful. Like I'm a light for you, you're the same for me. I would do anything for you.

That's quitter talk. Don't let him get to you. I'll hold your hand every step of the way.

I'll protect you. But, if it's too much, we can make it just about sex. I want you to be comfortable.

Would you do anything if my handlers forced me to have sex with villains in order to get closer to them or make them give up intel?

i don't know if i'm training to be the best i can be. sometimes i feel like i just don't know anymore. but when i see you, i feel like i can be. i just dont understand how i do any of that for you.

i'll try, but i've never been very good at that. especially when he comes and ruins it all.

but i like you too, keigo.

yeah. i'd do anything, of course i would. i don't want you to have to do that.

Then keep your eyes on me, if it helps. That's why I always keep mine on you. And, well, you're this strong force that's always there for me. You fight so hard when we train together. You help me when we're doing school work. When I have a nightmare, you hold me. You just mean so much to me.

It's been awhile since he's been here though, right? And, if he does show up, I'll hold your hand then too.

My feathers all fell out reading that, Touya. Now there's a mess in our room. But, that makes me happy reading that. Still, you should be comfortable with what we do. A relationship is about working together at the same pace.

Now you see how I feel when it comes to your dad trying to get you after we graduate. I'll do anything to keep him away from you.

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i didnt even realize. i guess i thought you were only doing those things for me. you're right, i'm a bird brain too.

he was here last week.

kei, i'm making you lose all your feathers! that's terrible!
maybe we can figure this out slowly then. together. i mean, aside from the stuff we have to do for the program.

i should be stronger. i should be able to deal with it myself. you shouldn't have to, even if you want to.

See, I told you. You can be a bird brain too, just like me.

He was here last week? Touya, are you okay? Why didn't you tell me?

It's okay about the feathers. I've been trying to learn to put them back on after I use them.

And yeah, we can take our time together. I would like that a lot.

I should be stronger too. What kind of hero can't protect the ones they care about? Just, let me help you. Please?

yeah. you're right. i do always keep my eyes on you though, keigo.

i was embarrassed. he was saying weird things to me. i didn't wanna weird you out.

are you sure??

so we can try to be together slowly? but... have sex so that we dont have to have it while they watch us the first time.

i dont know, keigo. you don't know the things he can do. he can ruin you if he really wants to.

If I had any feathers left, they would have come out again. I like reading these sorts of things from you. It makes me happy.

You don't need to be embarrassed around me. I'm just worried for you. What did he say?

Definitely sure.

Yeah. It sounds kind of funny, but, it kind of makes sense, right? Like, for now, the sex is just something to do to get prepared for them to watch. And, I hear it's relieving a bit? If after we're done with the class, if you wanna slow it down, we can do that too. But, um, can I pretend we're maybe something more during the first time? I'm a little nervous. And, I want it to be extra special, because you're there to take my virginity.

He's only one man. And All Might is above him, isn't he? All Might would stop him. So, if I become Number One, I could stop him too.

you're such a silly little bird. don't lose all your feathers.

sometimes when he's. you know. he tells me i remind him of my mom. that i'm better than she is cause i can take it better than she can.

do you need help practicing that?

i want it to be special too, keigo. i've never had it be special before. i wanna do things slowly but i still want it to be something more than just the sex they want us to have. don't be nervous. i'll help you.

you say that cause you don't know. you didn't have to grow up with him. he's done a lot of bad things, keigo.

I like that title. But I'll try to keep all my feathers.

Oh Touya. He should never say that to you. I would do anything to get him to leave you alone, once and for all.

Sure, you can come help me practice. Just keep saying things that make me smile goofy.

I want our first time to be something you always think about. With you though, I'm sure I won't be that nervous. I trust you. And, we'll do things slowly too. We'll find a way to make it all work.

Maybe I should tell you about my childhood. I've been around a lot of bad people too. Your dad is a different kind of bad, but mine was rotten too. I'm not going to be like him. I want to protect something dear and close to me, and that's you.

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