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[creamation]

how do i say it?

but i am. i don't want you to look at me either. i don't want you to ever see that again.

you only want me to touch you? are you sure? there are a lot of other people you could be with, you know.

no villain would ever want to be with a pro-hero. like why would they even go there, right? that's why i feel like this is such BS, kei. i could never sound like a villain!

we could try!

[birdhasfallen]

Well, when you say it, it makes me feel warm. In my chest. And I always smile. Unless you're teasing me about something, then I'm usually plotting how to get back at you with tickles.

You're not. Not at all. What if, after you cleaned up? I just want to make sure you're doing alright. I'm useless now and can't stop him yet, but I can at least comfort you.

I don't want anyone else. I just want you to touch me.

Would it help if I pretended to be the villain? I can try and act mean. And you can be the hero who stops me.

Okay, let's do it!

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i like making you feel warm. and i like making you smile.

i don't need comforting, alright?? i can handle it. i just wanna be alone.

i want that too.

i dunno. that would be pretty stupid too. neither of us could pull off a good villain.

you think they'll listen to us?

[birdhasfallen]

That makes me happy, Touya.

Okay.

Then it's settled, only you touch me.

I guess so. But, I don't want to have to repeat them watching us have sex just until they're satisfied. So, why not kind of practice being a villain? We can do it during training too.

Can't hurt to try, right?

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i'm nervous, kei. what if this thing we do changes things between us?

i don't want you to change what you're gonna do cause of me either, ok? and especially not cause of him.

i can't promise you the same. i'm sorry.

...okay. just cause i dont want to repeat it too. we can practice being villains i guess. or... i guess just me, right? i've gotta be the villain.

[birdhasfallen]

Do we stop then?

Touya...

I know you can't. It's okay. You don't have to apologize.

I can still try and be the villain if it helps you get comfortable. We just gotta take it one step at a time.

[creamation]

i don't know.

i'm serious, keigo.

i still need to, though, because i hate it. i hate him.

okay. how do we even practice being a villain, though?

[birdhasfallen]

Maybe we just wait and see how it goes?

What about you?

But it's not your fault. It's his. He's the one who does this to you.

Should I surprise you as one when you get back to the room?

[creamation]

but what if we wait and see how it goes and it goes badly?

maybe he'll stop when i'm good enough. i just have to get better.

this is stupid. all of this is stupid.

sure, whatever.

[birdhasfallen]

That's what happens when you take big risks like these. Do you...want to remain as friends, then?

What if he doesn't? You shouldn't have to live like this.

Touya, don't say that.

Okay.

[creamation]

i know, but. no. i don't want you to be sad.

i can't think like that, keigo. if i think that he'll never let up, i don't know what i'll do. you're right i can't live like this. i have to be better.

why not?? it's fucking true.

you shouldn't have to be the villain. i'll do it.

[birdhasfallen]

Touya, I don’t want you to force yourself to be in a relationship. You shouldn’t be with me to keep me from being sad. It’s a big risk, I understand that. We can still be friends. It’s okay.

Is there any way I can help you?

I just, I wish you weren’t in this situation. I feel helpless.

Are you sure? I don’t mind training with you on it.

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i'm just scared, keigo. you're the only good thing i have in my life. i don't wanna lose you.

i just have to train harder. i have to get my body to stop burning.

you help me more than you know. you help me all the time, keigo. i just wish i could give you more.

i guess if you really want to.

[birdhasfallen]

You’ll never lose me, Touya. You’re my one and only friend. That’s why I want us to only do this if we both agree to the risk. I don’t want to lose you because I pushed you into a relationship.

Then let me train with you. There’s gotta be a way to get you stronger without your fire burning you.

You always give me so much. That’s why I feel helpless. You’re doing so much. I admire that.

I can be a great villain. I just hope I don’t scare you.

[creamation]

can't we just be how we always are with each other? just... closer? i dunno. sorry.

i don't want to hurt you.

i don't feel like i'm doing so much. what is there to admire?

if you scare me that just means you're doing a good job of it.

[birdhasfallen]

Isn’t that how relationships are supposed to be? Just really close best friends who kiss and stuff? Or, is it the kissing that you don’t wanna do?

We have a safe word if it hurts.

You keep me going. You make me feel like I can do anything. I see a strong hero who is going to do a lot of good in the world. I believe in you.

Okay good! Then I’m going to do it when you get in here.

[creamation]

i dunno. i guess that's how they're supposed to be. but that's not really how they are in movies, are they? they're not really best friends. i do wanna kiss you though! i do.

soba?

i make you feel that way? oh... thanks, keigo. i think that's the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.

once this class is over i can come back.

[birdhasfallen]

We’ll make our own type of relationship then. Best friends who kiss and stuff. I wanna give you lots of kisses.

Soba!

You’re welcome, Touya. Never think you’re not special, because you really are.

Great! I’m looking forward to being a villain.

[creamation]

...okay. i can do that.

but what if something bad happens? then i'll never wanna eat soba again!

you're special too, kei. more than anyone in the world. i believe in you too.

pft. that's the silliest thing i've ever heard you say.

[birdhasfallen]

Okay!

Guess we have to make sure nothing bad happens, huh?

Thank you, Touya! That makes me so happy!

I just wanna tackle and tickle you.

[creamation]

so we start with lots of kisses then?

are you sure that's a good idea?

I'm happy when you're happy.

a villain would not tickle me, silly bird!

[birdhasfallen]

Lots and lots of them! I feel like we’ll like them a lot!

I trust you, Touya.

Me too! I’m always happy when you’re happy!

This villain does! You can call me The Tickle Villain.

[creamation]

have you eve kissed anyone before?

okay. but you have to really be on top of telling me when I need to stop.

good thing we've got each other. :)

are you gonna try to tickle me to death and i have to get you not to??

[birdhasfallen]

Nope! You'll be my first. My first for everything.

I will. I have no interest in being burned alive.

And we'll always have each other.

Yes! Let's go with that.

[creamation]

oh. wow. that's... pretty awesome. i hope you'll like it.

not just with my fire, though. with everything else, too.

i hope so. i want that.

that'll be impossible! i can never get you to try not tickling me!