[pigeon sounds too... cute. It suits Hawks well, even if he thinks it doesn't, but Dabi is pretty damn sure that if he calls him even more nicknames around the league, they'll know something is up. There are already times when Compress looks at him suspiciously when he says he's going out, or going to get Intel from Hawks.
He should probably bring back some Intel sometime soon.
When Hawks' wings spread out his eyes go darker, and he shakes his head.]
I... don't know how we're gonna fuckin' do this for another... week? A week? Goddamnit.
[for a moment he wonders if this is just him being pathetic. Like Jesus Christ, he can't even stay away from Hawks for even a little bit.]
[the closer he gets to his molt, the more he actually appreciates the names that generally get him exasperated. well, maybe not exasperated. but it always certainly gets him to react outwardly.
his chest is starting to warm up, heart pounding. he needs more. he's realizing this. there were other things he wanted to do too, but it's hard to ignore his instincts. he's never felt it quite like this. dabi has definitely done something to change how keigo prepares for his molt.
dabi's eyes aren't the only ones going dark either.
wings remaining behind him, he takes a step closer, tucking some hair behind his ear as he practically and hungrily takes in dabi's form.]
You know...we could just start it early. I can message my handlers about it. Let your friends know you're unavailable for a few weeks.
[he can't quite think clearly, keeps on coming closer and closer to his villain.]
[ dabi will realize soon enough that any kind of name will get to hawks, as long as it's uttered from him. maybe later on that won't be such a bad thing, but he doesn't want to fuck it up so soon.
he can see the subtle shifts in hawks' demeanor. the way his eyes go just as dark. dabi isn't exactly sure what he's supposed to do here. stay in control? he's a goddamn villain with the worst kind of impulse control, most days. and hawks? well, he's something dabi clearly wants.
with hawks getting closer and closer, it's all very tempting. not just because he wants hawks, but because whatver they're doing and feeling... it doesn't seem wrong.
but still, dabi reaches out and flicks at hawks' forehead, and then his nose. ]
Snap out of it, birdbrain. I still gotta us food and some more'a my clothes. If ya wanna start it early, ya gotta tell me with a clear head, alright? None'a this hungry, sexy talk.
[keigo hopes to talk dabi right into this. to give him what he wants. he's so hungry and needy. all he can think about is getting his villain's hands on him, that cock inside of him. he wants his feathers to shed themselves so he can start enjoying this.
it's driving him absolutely crazy!
but, as he comes to stand just before dabi, hoping his words were about to work, the flick to his forehead quickly gets him to step back and stare a little...dumbfounded.
and the dark shade that had warmed his eyes lessens, with keigo's wings wrapping just a little around his body modestly. he tries not to fluster there, tilting his head as his cheeks redden from his growing embarrassment.]
[ it's almost hilarious the way hawks just snaps out of it and steps back, looking at him the way he does. dabi laughs softly, dragging his hands down his face. he isn't laughing at hawks, though. he's laughing at himself. he's so fucked. ]
Keep your pants on, Hawks.
[ he does reach foward quickly and buttons hawks' pants, then moves away from him so he can concentrate again. ]
Call your handlers. Tell 'em you're gonna be in for a long ride. I'm gonna head out, grab some shit and I'll be back.
[the laughing only gets keigo to fluster more. a few feathers come to fall from it, and more than anything, the hero wants to hide within his own wings. he knows he shouldn't be so embarrassed here. but, it's hard to not be.]
They're on, they're on.
[he pouts, behaving as dabi spoils him a little and buttons up his pants. maybe after this was all said and done, he'll apologize and be grateful for the villain remaining diligent between the two of them.]
Y-Yeah, okay. I'll do that.
[maybe throw some water on his face to cool him down.
when the hand is held out, and credit card requested, keigo goes to reach for his wallet. he pulls out one of several, along with some cash, for the villain.]
Here. The limit is pretty high, so, um, get anything you need. Cash too, in case anyone gives you trouble.
[ dabi wants nothing more than to get all up close and kiss every single part of hawks that's all heated and flustered. soon. soon, because as diligent as he's trying to be, he also doesn't think he can wait a whole other week.
but he does have enough sense to know he needs to get things in order first, and so does hawks. he takes the card and the cash, tucking it away into his pants and then he looks at hawks again. ]
It ain't gonna hurt ya, is it? If it starts early? Ya gotta tell me the truth here, Hawks.
[keigo would appreciate that. every bit of it. would preen under the attention. at least they both have it in common that they can't wait it out any longer.
still, he resists the primal urge to jump the villain, his wings fluttering a little around him. they're getting ready themselves, wanting to start shedding the feathers in a way that leaves keigo completely helpless. not yet though. almost.]
N..No. Losing the feathers hurt, but if I'm as needy as I feel now, it won't hurt me. And, well, maybe after a round or two, I'll be too exhausted to really feel them being removed.
[ dabi frowns more than his usual frown, eying hawks' face and his feathers. those feathers always tell more of the truth than anything. he feels like if he does this he's failing, and really that shouldn't bother him, right? he's not so sure. ]
Don't wanna hurt ya, birdie.
[ as much as he might've wanted to when they first met, and he didn't really care much even after that... it's different now. he wants this to be good. he doesn't want to see hawks in pain. ]
[keigo can only nod his head. he doesn't want dabi to feel guilty. and, really, a part of him warms up at the thought that the villain cares this much about him. he doesn't want to let go of that feeling.]
I know. It's okay.
[they'll figure it all out, right?
but, as dabi comes to admit to giving him a day, keigo moves without thinking, fingers snatching a handful of the villain's shirt. a day?? how was he going to manage that? he knows, technically, he'll be fine. but, it feels like it'll be a decade before he sees dabi again.]
You promise?
[he can force himself to manage. but, he has to hear it confirmed. otherwise, he'll be left fretting and waiting.]
[ he had a feeling hawks would react like this, but he's alright with it. he lets it happen, lifting his own hands to cup at hawks' face. a day will clear hawks' head, maybe. and then he can tell dabi if he should come back, or wait till the actual day he's supposed to start his molt.
he wants them both to at least be able to come to that decision on their own. not just like this. ]
Yeah, ya know it. I ain't gonna just abandon ya like this. I'll be back.
[as soon as dabi's hand is there, cupping his cheek, keigo leans into it. it both helps to steady him, yet have the hero yearning for more. he doesn't try to push or demand for further attention though. breathing out, keigo finally rests his eyes on dabi's blue ones, and his hand comes to retract itself.]
[ he still wants hawks to like him through out all of this, and not get so upset with him that he'll lash out when he shows up again. he doesn't feel like he's abandoning hawks right now... definitely not in the same way as that piece of shit did before.
he just wants to make sure this is alright. ]
If it's too much I'll come back. Just want ya to decide with a clear head.
[he...shouldn't be. he's not mad right now. just needy. keigo quietly assumes he'll be just as, if not more, needy when dabi returns. it's not like the villain was truly abandoning him. the molt..hasn't exactly started.
he should be fine. they should be fine.
it takes everything keigo has to force out a smile, albeit a small one.]
[ he doesn't like that forced out smile and it makes him wince a bit, but he runs his thumbs over hawks' cheeks once before he pulls away again and gives him a small nod before heading out of the bedroom.
he stops before he does so, though, turning back to hawks. ]
Need anythin' else, since I'm gonna be out there gettin' us stuff?
[he hates to give such a smile, but he doesn't want to show just how he feels. how needy, how much he wants. how much he's at a lost that dabi is going to leave him, even if only for a day. he'll manage. he tells himself that.
it doesn't mean he feels happier about it though.
but, it does feel so incredibly nice to have his lover caress his cheek, touching him so fondly. keigo lets out a soft noise, a whine, when dabi eventually pulls away. it takes everything to not reach back in return.
instead, keigo follows behind dabi, about to leave the bedroom. at least, until the villain stops. looking up, he gazes over the villain curiously, mind trying to process through his overwhelming emotions and heat to answer that question.]
I don't...I don't think so. Just, you, and well, blankets and your shirts?
[Dabi doesn't want to leave either but he knows he should. Spending time with Hawks tonight was on a whim, and for once he wasn't thinking about anything else but this. He doesn't want to mess things up... Not cause of the League, for once. Because of what this is.
It's a dangerous game, but Dabi feels like he's inching in deeper. he wants to. He'll be here for Hawks when he needs him, but he wants to make sure it's the right time.]
Got it. I can handle that.
[he nods, resisting the urge to lean in for a kiss.]
We'll keep in touch, yeah? Do somethin' to clear your head and then we can talk. You can show me your stones when I get back.
[keigo nods his head at that. he knows dabi can handle getting everything. honestly, the hero isn't sure what he would have done if the villain wasn't here to assist him. no doubt he would be acting more ravenous or agitated.
and, as his villain comes to offer for keigo to show off his stone collection when dabi returns, the hero can't help but to smile a little more softer and genuine.]
Okay.
[the thought settles him. maybe after building his nest he'll begin to take out the stones to show off to his lover. first though, even before the nest, he needed to cool down with a shower and contact his handlers.]
[that smile is much better, and it calms the anxiety in his stomach as well. Since when does he give so much of a shit like this, enough to make him feel things? Ugh.
ugh is what he knows he should be feeling, but it isn't.
Dabi gives Hawks a nod and then he leaves, knowing he can't just stand around for much longer.
He heads back to League headquarters, not looking forward to the explanation he's going to have to give, but he'll manage.]
[it's so incredibly hard to watch dabi leave. so tempting to just chase after him. he wants to pull and keep the villain here, warm his body and nest with his lover already.
but he ignores those urges, leaning against the doorway as he watches dabi's backside leave. breathing out the villain's name, he comes to close his eyes. it's going to be a difficult full day waiting.
after about a good thirty-minutes, keigo finally pulls away, reaching out to his handlers first, in total aggression. anger and wanting have settled. but, they should be accustomed to it. he's generally aggressive to them around this time of the year. once that's settled, he finally takes that shower he needs to cool down.
in the end though, it unfortunately doesn't help keigo's mood.]
[Shigaraki is pissed at him. He wants to plan, but Dabi tells him it isn't a good time. They're not ready yet. Certain heroes are out of play and they won't get the results they want.
He doesn't tell them those heroes out of play are...well, just Hawks. If they really want to they can attack without the two of them, right? It'll only be a minor attack if anything. Just to debilitate the heroes further. They don't need him for that.
Dabi checks his phone constantly like an idiot, just to make sure, but then he goes about packing up some of his shit he might need, medical supplies and staples, and a bunch of his shirts.
He tries to sleep that night but it's impossible, so he gets up and figures he'll get a head start on food shopping to gather the supplies he'll need.]
[it's a long, long, evening. there's no resting at all. the shower keeps his body cooled down, but his emotions are running rampant on their own. needy. he feels so, so needy.
eventually, after rolling around his bed does nothing to help, keigo begins the process of gathering what he feels is appropriate to cuddle with. the nest starts to grow, but it lacks the scent of the villain. the few pieces of dabi's clothes he does have helps a bit, just not to the comfortable level that he desires.
his own clothes become too constricting, so keigo undresses and puts on the shirt he stole from dabi previously. the back is already cut out for his wings. not that it really matters, because as he comes to snuggle into the nest, the feathers begin to part slowly off the base of his wing. it's uncomfortable, prickling his sensitive body with each plume that's removed. on top of that, his body is feeling clammy and cold, yet wearing pants was too uncomfortable.
it's a bit...different too, feeling such need with the first half of his molt. it's usually just irritating and painful until the feathers are off. but, he's so hot on the inside, and cold on the outside. keigo ends up squeezing his thighs together, trying to fight off the urge to touch.
the hero only gets through until early morning before he can't help himself, and reaches for his phone. fingers quickly glide over to his lover's name, and he calls dabi. maybe...maybe just hearing his villain will help to soothe him.]
[Dabi is finally able to settle himself down by morning, sleeping for a few good hours before hi phone starts to buzz.
He's annoyed as hell until he sees who it is, and he wants to attempt not coming off as eager to hear from Hawks, but it's pointless as he answers immediately.]
[dabi's voice is like music to his ears. keigo tries to bite back the whine, but can't help that he still releases a needy sound. it's so pleasant though. so nice. hearing dabi settles the throbbing in his chest and the ache that grows between his legs.]
H..Hurts. 'm miss you.
[he whispers quietly, tilting his head to rub his cheek against the blanket he cuddles into.]
[ Dabi pushes himself to sit up, rubbing carefully at one of his eyes. He frowns when he hears Hawks' voice and that needy sound. Shit. ]
Why's it hurt? Wasn't supposed to hurt yet, right?
[ But maybe everything they did, everything they held back, it just wasn't enough. Dabi hadn't known that just going over there and hanging out the way they did last night would push Hawks over the edge. But maybe it did somehow. ]
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[pigeon sounds too... cute. It suits Hawks well, even if he thinks it doesn't, but Dabi is pretty damn sure that if he calls him even more nicknames around the league, they'll know something is up. There are already times when Compress looks at him suspiciously when he says he's going out, or going to get Intel from Hawks.
He should probably bring back some Intel sometime soon.
When Hawks' wings spread out his eyes go darker, and he shakes his head.]
I... don't know how we're gonna fuckin' do this for another... week? A week? Goddamnit.
[for a moment he wonders if this is just him being pathetic. Like Jesus Christ, he can't even stay away from Hawks for even a little bit.]
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[the closer he gets to his molt, the more he actually appreciates the names that generally get him exasperated. well, maybe not exasperated. but it always certainly gets him to react outwardly.
his chest is starting to warm up, heart pounding. he needs more. he's realizing this. there were other things he wanted to do too, but it's hard to ignore his instincts. he's never felt it quite like this. dabi has definitely done something to change how keigo prepares for his molt.
dabi's eyes aren't the only ones going dark either.
wings remaining behind him, he takes a step closer, tucking some hair behind his ear as he practically and hungrily takes in dabi's form.]
You know...we could just start it early. I can message my handlers about it. Let your friends know you're unavailable for a few weeks.
[he can't quite think clearly, keeps on coming closer and closer to his villain.]
You can help me build a nest with your clothes.
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[ dabi will realize soon enough that any kind of name will get to hawks, as long as it's uttered from him. maybe later on that won't be such a bad thing, but he doesn't want to fuck it up so soon.
he can see the subtle shifts in hawks' demeanor. the way his eyes go just as dark. dabi isn't exactly sure what he's supposed to do here. stay in control? he's a goddamn villain with the worst kind of impulse control, most days. and hawks? well, he's something dabi clearly wants.
with hawks getting closer and closer, it's all very tempting. not just because he wants hawks, but because whatver they're doing and feeling... it doesn't seem wrong.
but still, dabi reaches out and flicks at hawks' forehead, and then his nose. ]
Snap out of it, birdbrain. I still gotta us food and some more'a my clothes. If ya wanna start it early, ya gotta tell me with a clear head, alright? None'a this hungry, sexy talk.
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it's driving him absolutely crazy!
but, as he comes to stand just before dabi, hoping his words were about to work, the flick to his forehead quickly gets him to step back and stare a little...dumbfounded.
and the dark shade that had warmed his eyes lessens, with keigo's wings wrapping just a little around his body modestly. he tries not to fluster there, tilting his head as his cheeks redden from his growing embarrassment.]
R-Right...yeah, need to wait, huh?
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Keep your pants on, Hawks.
[ he does reach foward quickly and buttons hawks' pants, then moves away from him so he can concentrate again. ]
Call your handlers. Tell 'em you're gonna be in for a long ride. I'm gonna head out, grab some shit and I'll be back.
[ he does hold out his hand, though. ]
Gonna need your credit card, hero.
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They're on, they're on.
[he pouts, behaving as dabi spoils him a little and buttons up his pants. maybe after this was all said and done, he'll apologize and be grateful for the villain remaining diligent between the two of them.]
Y-Yeah, okay. I'll do that.
[maybe throw some water on his face to cool him down.
when the hand is held out, and credit card requested, keigo goes to reach for his wallet. he pulls out one of several, along with some cash, for the villain.]
Here. The limit is pretty high, so, um, get anything you need. Cash too, in case anyone gives you trouble.
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but he does have enough sense to know he needs to get things in order first, and so does hawks. he takes the card and the cash, tucking it away into his pants and then he looks at hawks again. ]
It ain't gonna hurt ya, is it? If it starts early? Ya gotta tell me the truth here, Hawks.
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still, he resists the primal urge to jump the villain, his wings fluttering a little around him. they're getting ready themselves, wanting to start shedding the feathers in a way that leaves keigo completely helpless. not yet though. almost.]
N..No. Losing the feathers hurt, but if I'm as needy as I feel now, it won't hurt me. And, well, maybe after a round or two, I'll be too exhausted to really feel them being removed.
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Don't wanna hurt ya, birdie.
[ as much as he might've wanted to when they first met, and he didn't really care much even after that... it's different now. he wants this to be good. he doesn't want to see hawks in pain. ]
Gimme a day, okay? Call me if ya need me.
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I know. It's okay.
[they'll figure it all out, right?
but, as dabi comes to admit to giving him a day, keigo moves without thinking, fingers snatching a handful of the villain's shirt. a day?? how was he going to manage that? he knows, technically, he'll be fine. but, it feels like it'll be a decade before he sees dabi again.]
You promise?
[he can force himself to manage. but, he has to hear it confirmed. otherwise, he'll be left fretting and waiting.]
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he wants them both to at least be able to come to that decision on their own. not just like this. ]
Yeah, ya know it. I ain't gonna just abandon ya like this. I'll be back.
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O...Okay.
[he'll hold onto that promise dearly.]
Then, one day. I'll see you in one day.
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[ he still wants hawks to like him through out all of this, and not get so upset with him that he'll lash out when he shows up again. he doesn't feel like he's abandoning hawks right now... definitely not in the same way as that piece of shit did before.
he just wants to make sure this is alright. ]
If it's too much I'll come back. Just want ya to decide with a clear head.
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[he...shouldn't be. he's not mad right now. just needy. keigo quietly assumes he'll be just as, if not more, needy when dabi returns. it's not like the villain was truly abandoning him. the molt..hasn't exactly started.
he should be fine. they should be fine.
it takes everything keigo has to force out a smile, albeit a small one.]
Alright. Thank you, Dabi.
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[ he doesn't like that forced out smile and it makes him wince a bit, but he runs his thumbs over hawks' cheeks once before he pulls away again and gives him a small nod before heading out of the bedroom.
he stops before he does so, though, turning back to hawks. ]
Need anythin' else, since I'm gonna be out there gettin' us stuff?
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it doesn't mean he feels happier about it though.
but, it does feel so incredibly nice to have his lover caress his cheek, touching him so fondly. keigo lets out a soft noise, a whine, when dabi eventually pulls away. it takes everything to not reach back in return.
instead, keigo follows behind dabi, about to leave the bedroom. at least, until the villain stops. looking up, he gazes over the villain curiously, mind trying to process through his overwhelming emotions and heat to answer that question.]
I don't...I don't think so. Just, you, and well, blankets and your shirts?
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It's a dangerous game, but Dabi feels like he's inching in deeper. he wants to. He'll be here for Hawks when he needs him, but he wants to make sure it's the right time.]
Got it. I can handle that.
[he nods, resisting the urge to lean in for a kiss.]
We'll keep in touch, yeah? Do somethin' to clear your head and then we can talk. You can show me your stones when I get back.
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and, as his villain comes to offer for keigo to show off his stone collection when dabi returns, the hero can't help but to smile a little more softer and genuine.]
Okay.
[the thought settles him. maybe after building his nest he'll begin to take out the stones to show off to his lover. first though, even before the nest, he needed to cool down with a shower and contact his handlers.]
I'll call you when I calm down a bit.
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ugh is what he knows he should be feeling, but it isn't.
Dabi gives Hawks a nod and then he leaves, knowing he can't just stand around for much longer.
He heads back to League headquarters, not looking forward to the explanation he's going to have to give, but he'll manage.]
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but he ignores those urges, leaning against the doorway as he watches dabi's backside leave. breathing out the villain's name, he comes to close his eyes. it's going to be a difficult full day waiting.
after about a good thirty-minutes, keigo finally pulls away, reaching out to his handlers first, in total aggression. anger and wanting have settled. but, they should be accustomed to it. he's generally aggressive to them around this time of the year. once that's settled, he finally takes that shower he needs to cool down.
in the end though, it unfortunately doesn't help keigo's mood.]
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He doesn't tell them those heroes out of play are...well, just Hawks. If they really want to they can attack without the two of them, right? It'll only be a minor attack if anything. Just to debilitate the heroes further. They don't need him for that.
Dabi checks his phone constantly like an idiot, just to make sure, but then he goes about packing up some of his shit he might need, medical supplies and staples, and a bunch of his shirts.
He tries to sleep that night but it's impossible, so he gets up and figures he'll get a head start on food shopping to gather the supplies he'll need.]
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eventually, after rolling around his bed does nothing to help, keigo begins the process of gathering what he feels is appropriate to cuddle with. the nest starts to grow, but it lacks the scent of the villain. the few pieces of dabi's clothes he does have helps a bit, just not to the comfortable level that he desires.
his own clothes become too constricting, so keigo undresses and puts on the shirt he stole from dabi previously. the back is already cut out for his wings. not that it really matters, because as he comes to snuggle into the nest, the feathers begin to part slowly off the base of his wing. it's uncomfortable, prickling his sensitive body with each plume that's removed. on top of that, his body is feeling clammy and cold, yet wearing pants was too uncomfortable.
it's a bit...different too, feeling such need with the first half of his molt. it's usually just irritating and painful until the feathers are off. but, he's so hot on the inside, and cold on the outside. keigo ends up squeezing his thighs together, trying to fight off the urge to touch.
the hero only gets through until early morning before he can't help himself, and reaches for his phone. fingers quickly glide over to his lover's name, and he calls dabi. maybe...maybe just hearing his villain will help to soothe him.]
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He's annoyed as hell until he sees who it is, and he wants to attempt not coming off as eager to hear from Hawks, but it's pointless as he answers immediately.]
Heya, birdie. S'early. You okay?
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H..Hurts. 'm miss you.
[he whispers quietly, tilting his head to rub his cheek against the blanket he cuddles into.]
Should have made you leave your clothes here.
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Why's it hurt? Wasn't supposed to hurt yet, right?
[ But maybe everything they did, everything they held back, it just wasn't enough. Dabi hadn't known that just going over there and hanging out the way they did last night would push Hawks over the edge. But maybe it did somehow. ]
What's goin' on?
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