[keigo would appreciate that. every bit of it. would preen under the attention. at least they both have it in common that they can't wait it out any longer.
still, he resists the primal urge to jump the villain, his wings fluttering a little around him. they're getting ready themselves, wanting to start shedding the feathers in a way that leaves keigo completely helpless. not yet though. almost.]
N..No. Losing the feathers hurt, but if I'm as needy as I feel now, it won't hurt me. And, well, maybe after a round or two, I'll be too exhausted to really feel them being removed.
[ dabi frowns more than his usual frown, eying hawks' face and his feathers. those feathers always tell more of the truth than anything. he feels like if he does this he's failing, and really that shouldn't bother him, right? he's not so sure. ]
Don't wanna hurt ya, birdie.
[ as much as he might've wanted to when they first met, and he didn't really care much even after that... it's different now. he wants this to be good. he doesn't want to see hawks in pain. ]
[keigo can only nod his head. he doesn't want dabi to feel guilty. and, really, a part of him warms up at the thought that the villain cares this much about him. he doesn't want to let go of that feeling.]
I know. It's okay.
[they'll figure it all out, right?
but, as dabi comes to admit to giving him a day, keigo moves without thinking, fingers snatching a handful of the villain's shirt. a day?? how was he going to manage that? he knows, technically, he'll be fine. but, it feels like it'll be a decade before he sees dabi again.]
You promise?
[he can force himself to manage. but, he has to hear it confirmed. otherwise, he'll be left fretting and waiting.]
[ he had a feeling hawks would react like this, but he's alright with it. he lets it happen, lifting his own hands to cup at hawks' face. a day will clear hawks' head, maybe. and then he can tell dabi if he should come back, or wait till the actual day he's supposed to start his molt.
he wants them both to at least be able to come to that decision on their own. not just like this. ]
Yeah, ya know it. I ain't gonna just abandon ya like this. I'll be back.
[as soon as dabi's hand is there, cupping his cheek, keigo leans into it. it both helps to steady him, yet have the hero yearning for more. he doesn't try to push or demand for further attention though. breathing out, keigo finally rests his eyes on dabi's blue ones, and his hand comes to retract itself.]
[ he still wants hawks to like him through out all of this, and not get so upset with him that he'll lash out when he shows up again. he doesn't feel like he's abandoning hawks right now... definitely not in the same way as that piece of shit did before.
he just wants to make sure this is alright. ]
If it's too much I'll come back. Just want ya to decide with a clear head.
[he...shouldn't be. he's not mad right now. just needy. keigo quietly assumes he'll be just as, if not more, needy when dabi returns. it's not like the villain was truly abandoning him. the molt..hasn't exactly started.
he should be fine. they should be fine.
it takes everything keigo has to force out a smile, albeit a small one.]
[ he doesn't like that forced out smile and it makes him wince a bit, but he runs his thumbs over hawks' cheeks once before he pulls away again and gives him a small nod before heading out of the bedroom.
he stops before he does so, though, turning back to hawks. ]
Need anythin' else, since I'm gonna be out there gettin' us stuff?
[he hates to give such a smile, but he doesn't want to show just how he feels. how needy, how much he wants. how much he's at a lost that dabi is going to leave him, even if only for a day. he'll manage. he tells himself that.
it doesn't mean he feels happier about it though.
but, it does feel so incredibly nice to have his lover caress his cheek, touching him so fondly. keigo lets out a soft noise, a whine, when dabi eventually pulls away. it takes everything to not reach back in return.
instead, keigo follows behind dabi, about to leave the bedroom. at least, until the villain stops. looking up, he gazes over the villain curiously, mind trying to process through his overwhelming emotions and heat to answer that question.]
I don't...I don't think so. Just, you, and well, blankets and your shirts?
[Dabi doesn't want to leave either but he knows he should. Spending time with Hawks tonight was on a whim, and for once he wasn't thinking about anything else but this. He doesn't want to mess things up... Not cause of the League, for once. Because of what this is.
It's a dangerous game, but Dabi feels like he's inching in deeper. he wants to. He'll be here for Hawks when he needs him, but he wants to make sure it's the right time.]
Got it. I can handle that.
[he nods, resisting the urge to lean in for a kiss.]
We'll keep in touch, yeah? Do somethin' to clear your head and then we can talk. You can show me your stones when I get back.
[keigo nods his head at that. he knows dabi can handle getting everything. honestly, the hero isn't sure what he would have done if the villain wasn't here to assist him. no doubt he would be acting more ravenous or agitated.
and, as his villain comes to offer for keigo to show off his stone collection when dabi returns, the hero can't help but to smile a little more softer and genuine.]
Okay.
[the thought settles him. maybe after building his nest he'll begin to take out the stones to show off to his lover. first though, even before the nest, he needed to cool down with a shower and contact his handlers.]
[that smile is much better, and it calms the anxiety in his stomach as well. Since when does he give so much of a shit like this, enough to make him feel things? Ugh.
ugh is what he knows he should be feeling, but it isn't.
Dabi gives Hawks a nod and then he leaves, knowing he can't just stand around for much longer.
He heads back to League headquarters, not looking forward to the explanation he's going to have to give, but he'll manage.]
[it's so incredibly hard to watch dabi leave. so tempting to just chase after him. he wants to pull and keep the villain here, warm his body and nest with his lover already.
but he ignores those urges, leaning against the doorway as he watches dabi's backside leave. breathing out the villain's name, he comes to close his eyes. it's going to be a difficult full day waiting.
after about a good thirty-minutes, keigo finally pulls away, reaching out to his handlers first, in total aggression. anger and wanting have settled. but, they should be accustomed to it. he's generally aggressive to them around this time of the year. once that's settled, he finally takes that shower he needs to cool down.
in the end though, it unfortunately doesn't help keigo's mood.]
[Shigaraki is pissed at him. He wants to plan, but Dabi tells him it isn't a good time. They're not ready yet. Certain heroes are out of play and they won't get the results they want.
He doesn't tell them those heroes out of play are...well, just Hawks. If they really want to they can attack without the two of them, right? It'll only be a minor attack if anything. Just to debilitate the heroes further. They don't need him for that.
Dabi checks his phone constantly like an idiot, just to make sure, but then he goes about packing up some of his shit he might need, medical supplies and staples, and a bunch of his shirts.
He tries to sleep that night but it's impossible, so he gets up and figures he'll get a head start on food shopping to gather the supplies he'll need.]
[it's a long, long, evening. there's no resting at all. the shower keeps his body cooled down, but his emotions are running rampant on their own. needy. he feels so, so needy.
eventually, after rolling around his bed does nothing to help, keigo begins the process of gathering what he feels is appropriate to cuddle with. the nest starts to grow, but it lacks the scent of the villain. the few pieces of dabi's clothes he does have helps a bit, just not to the comfortable level that he desires.
his own clothes become too constricting, so keigo undresses and puts on the shirt he stole from dabi previously. the back is already cut out for his wings. not that it really matters, because as he comes to snuggle into the nest, the feathers begin to part slowly off the base of his wing. it's uncomfortable, prickling his sensitive body with each plume that's removed. on top of that, his body is feeling clammy and cold, yet wearing pants was too uncomfortable.
it's a bit...different too, feeling such need with the first half of his molt. it's usually just irritating and painful until the feathers are off. but, he's so hot on the inside, and cold on the outside. keigo ends up squeezing his thighs together, trying to fight off the urge to touch.
the hero only gets through until early morning before he can't help himself, and reaches for his phone. fingers quickly glide over to his lover's name, and he calls dabi. maybe...maybe just hearing his villain will help to soothe him.]
[Dabi is finally able to settle himself down by morning, sleeping for a few good hours before hi phone starts to buzz.
He's annoyed as hell until he sees who it is, and he wants to attempt not coming off as eager to hear from Hawks, but it's pointless as he answers immediately.]
[dabi's voice is like music to his ears. keigo tries to bite back the whine, but can't help that he still releases a needy sound. it's so pleasant though. so nice. hearing dabi settles the throbbing in his chest and the ache that grows between his legs.]
H..Hurts. 'm miss you.
[he whispers quietly, tilting his head to rub his cheek against the blanket he cuddles into.]
[ Dabi pushes himself to sit up, rubbing carefully at one of his eyes. He frowns when he hears Hawks' voice and that needy sound. Shit. ]
Why's it hurt? Wasn't supposed to hurt yet, right?
[ But maybe everything they did, everything they held back, it just wasn't enough. Dabi hadn't known that just going over there and hanging out the way they did last night would push Hawks over the edge. But maybe it did somehow. ]
[while keigo does appreciate hearing dabi's voice, he's starting to realize he'd rather have his villain here. just having that warmth would be everything he needs to calm down. maybe dabi would massage the tender base of his wings for him too.]
Just my feathers coming off.
[he mumbles a bit tiredly, chewing on his bottom lip as he wiggles his hips a bit in the nest.]
And, needin' you. Super hot and cold, like my body can't decide what to do or feel.
[maybe later, when his mind isn't so hazed and filled with lust and aches, keigo would see that perhaps their night together had brought along his molt. he wouldn't blame dabi though. it's just his instincts and feelings for the villain that stirred up his body's programming.]
Mm, your voice is so nice. I think it's helping the ache.
[ Dabi would if he was there, but instead he's here. Did he make a mistake? Did he already fuck this up? He tries to keep the tension out of his voice, but he's on edge when Hawks tells him his feathers are coming off. ]
That's the start'a your molt, ain't it?
[ hawks sounds tired. tired and needy. dabi pushes himself out of bed, rolling up his blanket. ]
My voice? That's good. I'll keep talkin' to ya, then. Didja do what ya needed to do? Call your handlers and told 'em to stay away?
[in his right mind, keigo would try to reassure dabi. it's nothing the villain did at all. in fact, dabi was right to leave for the evening. they needed supplies and food. it's the only choice that made sense to make. maybe after this is all said and done, he'll praise the villain for doing the right thing.]
Yeah. It's a bit...strange. It's supposed to only hurt, but I feel needy too.
[he hums, eyes closing shut briefly as he basks in the tone of his lover's voice. a hand snakes down to rub his stomach, trying to ease the ache there. it's also pretty easy to imagine that it was dabi touching him.]
I..I did. I called 'em last night. They won't disturb us.
[he would probably go into a rage and attack them if they stepped into his home.
as his hand drifts to his bare thighs, keigo moans softly.]
[ Dabi finds an extra bag and stuffs the blanket inside... then grabs a few more shirts off the floor and adds those into the bag he had already packed full of the few shirts he has. he's pretty sure these might be all of them now- he doesn't have much, but he hopes it's enough. ]
It came early. We barely even did anythin'.
[ that needy, needy voice keeps coming through the phone, and dabi's glad he left when he did so he could get his things and get some supplies for them. ]
Good. That's good, birdie.
[ And then there's that moan, and Dabi stalls, listening as Hawks starts talking talking about his hand. Jesus, even with the space they had from each other all night, seems like Hawks is starting to get deep into this now. ]
Hawks... hey. Do ya want me to come over there now?
[even one would be enough. the rest would just be icing on the cake. he'll have dabi there for keigo to hold and breathe in. but, with the added shirts, it was going to be absolute paradise for the hero.]
Cause it's you. I wanna be with you. Wanna hold you, and give you my stone.
[he hums, talking without thinking. he doesn't even find it embarrassing once the words process after. keigo truly was far too gone to care. besides, he's always striving to be honest to his lover.]
You're the only one who would be here...and not hurt me.
[he keens to the praise too. moaning under the attention, tilting his head just a little down so he can breathe in dabi's scent off the shirt. it's almost like the villain was right here with him.]
Your good birdie.
[and, as dabi gives such a tempting offer, keigo's eyes fly open and he turns to roll onto his stomach, looking down at his phone.]
You'll come over now? Right now? Please...please, Dabi. I need 'n want you.
[ maybe it should be worrisome that they've gotten this... close. that hawks wants him this bad. dangerous. the word keeps playing over and over in his head, but there's also something of a relief in it. something that dabi wants.
if hawks is like this, wanting to be with him so badly, it means he's being real about this, doesn't it? it means he isn't lying or using dabi in any kinda way. ]
That's right. My good birdie.
[ he shoves his feet into his boots and grabs his coat, yanking it on and hoisting his bag over his shoulder. those moans are getting to him too. he wants to be there. ]
[oh the words he can admit out loud now. hopefully it doesn't come to that though. keigo isn't sure either of them are ready for what he himself hasn't been able to admit to his thoughts. at least it isn't so bad to come and say how much he wants dabi. he can live with that.
it's dangerous to desire someone like this, both for himself, and for dabi's livelihood.
another moan leaves so easily out of his mouth at the continued praise. he's such a sucker for them already. and now? it's as if he's floating on a cloud without his wings. speaking of, they're flapping behind him, hitting the floor from their own form of agitation and wanting. it only causes more feathers to fly off and litter around him and his nest.
keigo finds himself digging his fingernails into the nest, nodding his head despite that dabi can't see him.]
Okay. I'll wait for you.
[he whispers back, forcing his wings to shake off a few more feathers to relieve a little more of the aches.]
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still, he resists the primal urge to jump the villain, his wings fluttering a little around him. they're getting ready themselves, wanting to start shedding the feathers in a way that leaves keigo completely helpless. not yet though. almost.]
N..No. Losing the feathers hurt, but if I'm as needy as I feel now, it won't hurt me. And, well, maybe after a round or two, I'll be too exhausted to really feel them being removed.
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Don't wanna hurt ya, birdie.
[ as much as he might've wanted to when they first met, and he didn't really care much even after that... it's different now. he wants this to be good. he doesn't want to see hawks in pain. ]
Gimme a day, okay? Call me if ya need me.
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I know. It's okay.
[they'll figure it all out, right?
but, as dabi comes to admit to giving him a day, keigo moves without thinking, fingers snatching a handful of the villain's shirt. a day?? how was he going to manage that? he knows, technically, he'll be fine. but, it feels like it'll be a decade before he sees dabi again.]
You promise?
[he can force himself to manage. but, he has to hear it confirmed. otherwise, he'll be left fretting and waiting.]
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he wants them both to at least be able to come to that decision on their own. not just like this. ]
Yeah, ya know it. I ain't gonna just abandon ya like this. I'll be back.
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O...Okay.
[he'll hold onto that promise dearly.]
Then, one day. I'll see you in one day.
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[ he still wants hawks to like him through out all of this, and not get so upset with him that he'll lash out when he shows up again. he doesn't feel like he's abandoning hawks right now... definitely not in the same way as that piece of shit did before.
he just wants to make sure this is alright. ]
If it's too much I'll come back. Just want ya to decide with a clear head.
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[he...shouldn't be. he's not mad right now. just needy. keigo quietly assumes he'll be just as, if not more, needy when dabi returns. it's not like the villain was truly abandoning him. the molt..hasn't exactly started.
he should be fine. they should be fine.
it takes everything keigo has to force out a smile, albeit a small one.]
Alright. Thank you, Dabi.
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[ he doesn't like that forced out smile and it makes him wince a bit, but he runs his thumbs over hawks' cheeks once before he pulls away again and gives him a small nod before heading out of the bedroom.
he stops before he does so, though, turning back to hawks. ]
Need anythin' else, since I'm gonna be out there gettin' us stuff?
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it doesn't mean he feels happier about it though.
but, it does feel so incredibly nice to have his lover caress his cheek, touching him so fondly. keigo lets out a soft noise, a whine, when dabi eventually pulls away. it takes everything to not reach back in return.
instead, keigo follows behind dabi, about to leave the bedroom. at least, until the villain stops. looking up, he gazes over the villain curiously, mind trying to process through his overwhelming emotions and heat to answer that question.]
I don't...I don't think so. Just, you, and well, blankets and your shirts?
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It's a dangerous game, but Dabi feels like he's inching in deeper. he wants to. He'll be here for Hawks when he needs him, but he wants to make sure it's the right time.]
Got it. I can handle that.
[he nods, resisting the urge to lean in for a kiss.]
We'll keep in touch, yeah? Do somethin' to clear your head and then we can talk. You can show me your stones when I get back.
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and, as his villain comes to offer for keigo to show off his stone collection when dabi returns, the hero can't help but to smile a little more softer and genuine.]
Okay.
[the thought settles him. maybe after building his nest he'll begin to take out the stones to show off to his lover. first though, even before the nest, he needed to cool down with a shower and contact his handlers.]
I'll call you when I calm down a bit.
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ugh is what he knows he should be feeling, but it isn't.
Dabi gives Hawks a nod and then he leaves, knowing he can't just stand around for much longer.
He heads back to League headquarters, not looking forward to the explanation he's going to have to give, but he'll manage.]
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but he ignores those urges, leaning against the doorway as he watches dabi's backside leave. breathing out the villain's name, he comes to close his eyes. it's going to be a difficult full day waiting.
after about a good thirty-minutes, keigo finally pulls away, reaching out to his handlers first, in total aggression. anger and wanting have settled. but, they should be accustomed to it. he's generally aggressive to them around this time of the year. once that's settled, he finally takes that shower he needs to cool down.
in the end though, it unfortunately doesn't help keigo's mood.]
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He doesn't tell them those heroes out of play are...well, just Hawks. If they really want to they can attack without the two of them, right? It'll only be a minor attack if anything. Just to debilitate the heroes further. They don't need him for that.
Dabi checks his phone constantly like an idiot, just to make sure, but then he goes about packing up some of his shit he might need, medical supplies and staples, and a bunch of his shirts.
He tries to sleep that night but it's impossible, so he gets up and figures he'll get a head start on food shopping to gather the supplies he'll need.]
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eventually, after rolling around his bed does nothing to help, keigo begins the process of gathering what he feels is appropriate to cuddle with. the nest starts to grow, but it lacks the scent of the villain. the few pieces of dabi's clothes he does have helps a bit, just not to the comfortable level that he desires.
his own clothes become too constricting, so keigo undresses and puts on the shirt he stole from dabi previously. the back is already cut out for his wings. not that it really matters, because as he comes to snuggle into the nest, the feathers begin to part slowly off the base of his wing. it's uncomfortable, prickling his sensitive body with each plume that's removed. on top of that, his body is feeling clammy and cold, yet wearing pants was too uncomfortable.
it's a bit...different too, feeling such need with the first half of his molt. it's usually just irritating and painful until the feathers are off. but, he's so hot on the inside, and cold on the outside. keigo ends up squeezing his thighs together, trying to fight off the urge to touch.
the hero only gets through until early morning before he can't help himself, and reaches for his phone. fingers quickly glide over to his lover's name, and he calls dabi. maybe...maybe just hearing his villain will help to soothe him.]
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He's annoyed as hell until he sees who it is, and he wants to attempt not coming off as eager to hear from Hawks, but it's pointless as he answers immediately.]
Heya, birdie. S'early. You okay?
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H..Hurts. 'm miss you.
[he whispers quietly, tilting his head to rub his cheek against the blanket he cuddles into.]
Should have made you leave your clothes here.
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Why's it hurt? Wasn't supposed to hurt yet, right?
[ But maybe everything they did, everything they held back, it just wasn't enough. Dabi hadn't known that just going over there and hanging out the way they did last night would push Hawks over the edge. But maybe it did somehow. ]
What's goin' on?
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Just my feathers coming off.
[he mumbles a bit tiredly, chewing on his bottom lip as he wiggles his hips a bit in the nest.]
And, needin' you. Super hot and cold, like my body can't decide what to do or feel.
[maybe later, when his mind isn't so hazed and filled with lust and aches, keigo would see that perhaps their night together had brought along his molt. he wouldn't blame dabi though. it's just his instincts and feelings for the villain that stirred up his body's programming.]
Mm, your voice is so nice. I think it's helping the ache.
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That's the start'a your molt, ain't it?
[ hawks sounds tired. tired and needy. dabi pushes himself out of bed, rolling up his blanket. ]
My voice? That's good. I'll keep talkin' to ya, then. Didja do what ya needed to do? Call your handlers and told 'em to stay away?
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Yeah. It's a bit...strange. It's supposed to only hurt, but I feel needy too.
[he hums, eyes closing shut briefly as he basks in the tone of his lover's voice. a hand snakes down to rub his stomach, trying to ease the ache there. it's also pretty easy to imagine that it was dabi touching him.]
I..I did. I called 'em last night. They won't disturb us.
[he would probably go into a rage and attack them if they stepped into his home.
as his hand drifts to his bare thighs, keigo moans softly.]
Y-Your hand feels..so nice.
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It came early. We barely even did anythin'.
[ that needy, needy voice keeps coming through the phone, and dabi's glad he left when he did so he could get his things and get some supplies for them. ]
Good. That's good, birdie.
[ And then there's that moan, and Dabi stalls, listening as Hawks starts talking talking about his hand. Jesus, even with the space they had from each other all night, seems like Hawks is starting to get deep into this now. ]
Hawks... hey. Do ya want me to come over there now?
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Cause it's you. I wanna be with you. Wanna hold you, and give you my stone.
[he hums, talking without thinking. he doesn't even find it embarrassing once the words process after. keigo truly was far too gone to care. besides, he's always striving to be honest to his lover.]
You're the only one who would be here...and not hurt me.
[he keens to the praise too. moaning under the attention, tilting his head just a little down so he can breathe in dabi's scent off the shirt. it's almost like the villain was right here with him.]
Your good birdie.
[and, as dabi gives such a tempting offer, keigo's eyes fly open and he turns to roll onto his stomach, looking down at his phone.]
You'll come over now? Right now? Please...please, Dabi. I need 'n want you.
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if hawks is like this, wanting to be with him so badly, it means he's being real about this, doesn't it? it means he isn't lying or using dabi in any kinda way. ]
That's right. My good birdie.
[ he shoves his feet into his boots and grabs his coat, yanking it on and hoisting his bag over his shoulder. those moans are getting to him too. he wants to be there. ]
Don't want ya hurtin'. I'll be over soon.
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it's dangerous to desire someone like this, both for himself, and for dabi's livelihood.
another moan leaves so easily out of his mouth at the continued praise. he's such a sucker for them already. and now? it's as if he's floating on a cloud without his wings. speaking of, they're flapping behind him, hitting the floor from their own form of agitation and wanting. it only causes more feathers to fly off and litter around him and his nest.
keigo finds himself digging his fingernails into the nest, nodding his head despite that dabi can't see him.]
Okay. I'll wait for you.
[he whispers back, forcing his wings to shake off a few more feathers to relieve a little more of the aches.]
Thank you...Dabi.
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