[it was utter filth and disgust to have said such things to endeavor, but keigo can't imagine how dabi must feel. he feels bad for it. however, he's at least able to hold his lover close. dabi's breath is even warm against his lips, something he can focus on, despite how heartbreaking those words are to hear.
endeavor seems to relish in it, chuckling before he begins to pound harder and harder inside of his eldest son. he doesn't need to look down to know how broken apart touya must be. good. it wasn't nearly enough. he could be broken further.
for now though, the hero chases his release, having teased his own body enough. he enjoyed the night thus far, of watching these two break at his fingertips to even falling apart for each other. this was their lives now. there was no escaping this. they both belonged to him.
that, along with such pretty words, endeavor is able to focus on building his thrusts, snapping his hips harder and harder, nails biting into keigo's hips. the little fallen bird better feel all of this too. it takes a few more thrusts before endeavor buries his cock inside of dabi, hot and burning seed filling up the abused walls. for good measure, when he still feels himself releasing, he comes to drag the shaft out, squirting the last of his cum where dabi and keigo's body meet together.
"there. enjoy daddy's milk." endeavor about purrs, licking over his dry lips as he stares down at the mess he created.
keigo hates the biting heat, much too hot for his skin. however, he tries to remain still, gripping dabi's hands tightly. he doesn't want to give endeavor any sort of reaction that would please the monster. all he wanted to do was focus on trying to help dabi to the best of his ability. unfortunately, he doesn't even know where to start.]
[ dabi squeezes his eyes shut tight, blood filling his mouth as he bites down hard at the inside of his cheek, mostly where the parts of his jaw are stapled together. it doesn't matter anymore. he knows he's already ripped up in several spots, the force of these thrusts tearing stitches.
but it doesn't matter even further than that, because he can't even seem to focus on keigo anymore. all he can think about is how it feels to have his father fucking him while keigo watches. while keigo is forced to be a part of this too. everything he touches becomes dirty and disgusting. he wasn't meant for love.
dabi's nails dig into keigo's hand as the thrusts become even harder, his whole body tense and shaking from the force of it, his cock thrusting into keigo with the same speed and force as well. there's nothing he can do to take any control. it feels like he's letting his father fuck keigo.
when endeavor finally comes inside of him, he practically screams, the heat of it all so much worse now without his quirk, hot cum painting his abused walls. and then it spills back out of him when his father pulls out, and his body goes completely limp under keigo, legs only staying up because endeavor is still holding on to him. ]
Thank you, Daddy. Thank you, Daddy...
[he just mumbles over and over again. this, on top of all the months he's had to go through this, he doesn't have any fight left to give.]
[keigo can only hold tighter to dabi, not minding the way his former lover claws into his hands. he's done it too, and he can be this anchor for the other male.]
Dabi...
[he whispers brokenly, feeling his tears starting to form again. this was the absolute worst! he's helpless. completely helpless. he was worthless and helpless. he can't do anything for his old lover.
as he comes to hear dabi's words, keigo releases his hands in order to brush his fingertips through the former villain's hair. without his wings and quirk overall, he can't protect dabi like he should. but he can at least shield him from his father who looms over them.
endeavor wipes his wet cock over keigo's inner thigh, watching the warm slick of seed drip down onto touya before the hero comes to pull away all together. "i hope you learned your lesson, boy. you should have listened to your father when i first ordered you to take care of your bird." endeavor chastises, reaching to the ground to pull up his pants. he doesn't dress further than that, choosing to return to the bedside, one hand gripping dabi's bicep while the other pats the blond hair of the fallen hero. "i have to clean up your mess again. do you know how much money your pet is going to cost me?"
despite his threatening tone, his touch is soft. it's not to be mistaken for affectionate, though. no. it purely means he has every intention of making this a lot worst.
"you better be prepared to take care of your bird. i better not hear him escaping his cage. do you understand, touya?"]
[ he can feel the hand in his hair, but it doesn't feel good or comforting. every touch feels revolting right now, even keigo's and he knows that's probably what his father was trying to do, but he can't help but feel that way.
but it's over. it's finally over... at least for now. he knows it's never really going to be over until he ends his life, but at least it's over for now. he feels like crying, but he knows that feeling is useless too. useless, just like he is. this is all he's ever been good for.
he already knows it's his fault, even before his father reminds him that it is. once his father is back at their sides, his eyes flicker with fear at those words. ]
Ya can't... ya can't just keep him here. Daddy, please... people will wonder where he is. They'll come lookin' for him. He won't say anything, please let him go.
[keigo catches the fear in dabi's eyes, the ones directed to endeavor. he's silent between their exchange, unsure of what to say or do. this is such unfamiliar territory to the former hero. but, he does want to keep endeavor away from dabi at all costs.
for the number one hero, his eyes give a dangerous glare down at his son. such a mouthy brat, even after taking his discipline. perhaps he needed to upgrade the punishments if this is the sassy response he was going to get.
and endeavor intends on making dabi regret it. he snaps his hand from his son's arm to take him at the chin, gripping hard and punishingly. "you're the one who called your bird despite the rules of this house. you also defied my demand by not doing what you were told." he hisses lowly.]
W-Wait, Endeavor, I'm the one who offered to talk-
[again, like earlier when spoken out of turn, endeavor comes to halt keigo mid-sentence, pulling back hard on the blond hair he had previously been caressing.
it really doesn't matter how he does this exactly, because endeavor knows how to play them both like a fiddle. he's been doing this game with touya for the boy's lifetime.
releasing dabi's chin, he comes to gather keigo up, easily able to lift the former hero's light form, forcing his son's cock from the hole he previously fucked. keigo hisses and squirms, but far too weak to actually fight. "if you don't want your pet, i'll keep him myself."
he wasn't going to just allow keigo to go free. not with the knowledge that he contained now. and, if endeavor is being honest, he could always use another tool to hold over touya besides natsuo.
once forcing keigo onto the ground, endeavor takes the small wrist of the former hero, the strength almost breaking the fragile bones there. his anger is still fueled though, due to his son. "it's time for you to go to your room, touya."]
[ he pulls his hands from keigo's to grab at endeavor's arm, wincing hard when his chin is grabbed. the force of it is jarring to his whole head, even though he can't feel his chin. he shouldn't have said anything no matter how hard he wants to fight it, but he had to at least try.
now he regrets it all over again as keigo is grabbed and then yanked up off of him. he cries out, trying to push himself up, but it's such a struggle after all of this. those words give him the last bit of energy he needs though, and when keigo is forced down to the ground, dabi practically falls off the bed onto the floor and scrambles to endeavor's feet, holding on to keigo while keeping his head bowed down. ]
No, no, no, please. I want him, I want him. I'll take care'a him just like you asked. Daddy, daddy please... he won't get away. I won't let him escape.
[blue, intense eyes don't leave dabi as he stumbles and falls to the floor. such a sight should be pathetic, but endeavor prefers his son as a slave rather than the hero he once trained him to be. that desire was a long time ago. now touya was only good for one thing.
keigo is behaving himself too, keeping his mouth shut. the bird does come to accept the way endeavor's son holds him, looking up at the number one hero with fearful, golden eyes. touya doesn't look at him though, keep his head bowed. a sight that pleases endeavor.
"any escape attempts, and i'll store him here where you'll never see him again." endeavor threatens before finally releasing his sharp hold on keigo's hair, the bird coming to wince while resting a hand over dabi's arm. "now, i have some calls to make. both of you stay here until i come back."
he isn't too worried about them escaping from his room. like all rooms in his home, he's made sure to keep safety measures in place due to his villainous son. neither one them were going to escape from their own hell.
they belonged to him.
he heads to the door, but hesitates when he reaches it. "oh, and touya, if you refuse to house train your pet, you know what i'll do, don't you? try not aggravate your father even further."]
[Dabi nods furiously. He knows there's no escape anyway. If Keigo gets locked away from him And they never see each other again... he can't even think about that right now. all he can do is this. beg and plead so that he doesn't let his father have Keigo.
Dabi holds on to Keigo as tightly as his exhausted and abused body will let him, until Endeavor finally lets him go. he knows it could be worse than this and he finds himself disgustingly grateful that his father isn't taking everything from him.
not yet.]
Yes daddy.
[he doesn't want to stay in this room that stinks of blood, fire and sex any longer, but he doesn't dare move from here after his father told him to stay, and he won't let Keigo move either.]
[keigo is absolutely frozen in place. he's scared that if he moves, that if he even breathes in the wrong direction, dabi would be taken away from him. thankfully or not, endeavor seems so focused on his own son rather than the former hero.
perhaps that has something to do with what happened that landed them there, from what he's pieced together.
endeavor, pleased over his son's response, gives a nod of his head and leaves, locking the door behind him. he'll return dabi to his room later, as soon as he smooths it all over with the hero commission over their whore.
once the so called hero leaves, keigo wants nothing more than to curl up and cry. he wants to give up. wants to pretend they're both not here. but, even with trembling hands and wet eyes, he tries to focus on dabi.]
F..first aid kit?
[his voice is small and quiet, golden eyes can't even come to meet dabi's. but, he does know his former lover is bleeding and should get wrapped up before he's infected.]
[Dabi barely breathes as well, waiting for his father to decide whether this was good enough or not. when he finally decides it's enough and leaves, locking the door behind him, Dabi finally lets out a shaky breath.
and then he slowly slides his limbs off of Keigo and curls up against his knees on the floor, dragging his fingers through his hair. his cock is still hard and he can still feel blood and cum dripping from him. he feels dirty and disgusting here in front of Keigo right now.
N-no.
[Dabi stutters out quietly, not wanting to look at Keigo either.]
[as dabi goes to curl up, keigo finally comes to rest his eyes on his former lover's figure completely. he can see the damage there, can see that dabi is still hard. should he offer to help? the blond was more worried over the injuries he can spot more than anything.
it hurts that the other male can't even have access to a first aid kit. keigo's heart pulls. dabi didn't deserve this torture at all.
trying to keep his tears at bay, the blond nods his head and looks around quickly. the next best thing he can see is a much too large shirt on the floor, one that endeavor wore previously. keigo is too shaken up to get on his feet, so he crawls the few steps away to grab the garment and bring it over to dabi. with his teeth, he comes to rip up the cloth, not caring over the consequences. if endeavor is pissed at him, he'll take the punishment. all that mattered to keigo was getting dabi cleaned up.]
Y..your wrists?
[his voice is still shaken up from his fear since this all started. within time, he assumes it'll get better. for now though, keigo will stick with short sentences.
he comes to hold out his hand, hoping dabi would take it so he can begun cleaning up his old lover.]
[Dabi stays folded in half against his legs for what feels like eternity, trying to steady his breathing. he's relieved that Keigo wasn't taken away, but he also desperately doesn't want him to be here.
it's stupid to not want Keigo to see him like this when he's now seen the worst of it. there's a hollowness in his chest that he's never felt before.
he doesn't know what Keigo is doing, and for a moment he's fearful that the other man is trying to leave. that's the only reason his hands fall from his head so he can look up. but all he sees is Keigo ripping up a shirt, and then he averts his eyes again when he comes over. only then does he look at his wrists and realize how bloody and torn up they are from all the struggling, half his staples ripped out.
he wonders if he just leaves them like this, maybe he'll just bleed out and die. but then... but then what will happen to Keigo?
and still, he feels too dirty and disgusting for any of this. he doesn't deserve a single bit of kindness or help.]
This is how it's supposed to be for me. I broke the rules. This is what's supposed to happen to me.
[when he had come to turn back around to return to dabi, keigo catches the look, even if the former villain averts his eyes again. he's never known dabi to be this scared of something, but here and now, he can see it.
if he does make any escape attempts, keigo would need to be absolutely sure he had the other male on board with it. for now, as much as he wants to escape and run away, keigo needed to play the waiting game. at least it was a game he was good at.
keigo can't stop how he winces and finds himself averting his own gaze when dabi comes to say such defeating words. it's so unlike the former villain, practically surreal. he shakes off his personal weariness, tries to focus on the task at hand. he can't sit idly by while dabi suffers alone. swallowing, keigo tries to find the confidence to speak again.]
It's...It's not. Let me-
[he stops himself, has to take in a shaky breath. keigo can hear his heart beating so loudly in his ears.]
..help. Please.
[his hands are still stretched out, still waiting for dabi to give his wrists over. keigo doesn't want to have to force his former lover into this. he's tired of physical strength being used to dominate decisions.]
[ dabi knows he deserves this, but keigo doesn't. he dragged him into it, though. he was so stupid, so foolish to reach out. of course his father was going to use the situation in the worst possible way.
he can't even be angry at keigo anymore. whatever betrayal was there before, how can it even matter after this?
he knows he has to snap out of this and get himself together by the time his father comes back. more will be expected of him, over and over again. he wonders if it's always going to be this way now. his father using them together. or will he still be dragged out separately once his father comes home from a stressful day and use him until he feels better?
his thoughts are murky and drifting to all of this, and just how disgusting he is because of it. he's nothing now. he's skin and bones. he'll die soon, and this is the last thing he'll ever have to offer.
keigo's pleading voice brings him back though, and he wonders if he's being selfish with this too. the faster he fixes himself up, the more he can help keigo. even if he isn't strong, he can at least try to protect his... no. keigo isn't his bird anymore. not when things are like this.
but he finally extends his hands, holding his wrists out. there's visible damage, but also healed damage from all the other times and the way the quirk repressing cuffs cut his skin as well. his hands are shaking, but he places them in keigo's outstretched hands, and he suddenly feels like puking again. ]
[keigo isn't honestly sure what to expect here. endeavor isn't anywhere near the hero he always assumed the man to be. when it first came to light that he was the father of the mass murdering dabi, that he abused his children physically, keigo had been so lost. this was the hero who saved him from his own abusive childhood. he had always wanted to be just like endeavor.
now. now to know how much worst it is. why didn't it click? it's blindingly clear now, and keigo hates himself for not noticing it until it was too late.
a part of him feels like he's deserved every little painful thing thrown at him, from losing his wings, to his new work with the hero commission, and finally, to being this so called pet. however, dabi didn't deserve any of this. keigo would give anything to find a way to get the former villain free, even at the cost of his own life. he just can't take this lying down.
but keigo doesn't know where to begin. he's so lost and feels broken from the inside, like he wants to give up. the only thread that keeps his limbs going is his need to protect dabi.
to his utmost relief, the former villain comes to extend his arms out to keigo. he appreciates it, tries to send a small smile, albeit a sad one, as he gently examines the reddened skin. they're so torn, with current injuries and past damages. it makes his heart pull. softly as he can, keigo cleans up the wounds one at a time. maybe later he can properly clean it with disinfectant.
as he goes about wrapping what he can, keigo's fingers can't help but linger over the cuffs that remain. quirk suppressors. he sends a worried look over to the door, half afraid he would see endeavor. but, the monster of a man isn't there. so, returning back to the suppressors, he begins to examine them. they're a model he's only a little familiar with. as a trained spy, he did have to be knowledgeable concerning them, in case he was ever in a position where they were on him. yet, these were definitely different. stronger. more powerful.
[ dabi doesn't know why it didn't click for keigo. why it never clicked for anyone. he knows most of it was because of endeavor's money and power, but what about the rest of them? all these pro-heroes, so blind to what's in front of them.
dabi had told the truth about endeavor to all of them.
but he's too tired to be angry now. he has no more fight left in him. he keeps his gaze pinned to a stain on the floor- dried blood maybe, from previous incidents in his father's bedroom. he's really trying to just stay detached and not get sick. that's the last thing they need right now. his father will only hurt him further if he pukes on the floor.
he can't look at keigo, though. he doesn't know if he'll ever be able to look at his face after what happened here tonight. he doesn't notice the small smile, or look at the way the other man cleans up his messy wounds. he doesn't deserve this comfort, and if he lets himself have it, it'll only feel worse later.
the only thing that gets him to stop staring blankly is when keigo starts examining the suppressors. he tenses up, furrowing his eyebrows as he watches keigo looking them over as if he might be familiar with them. he wonders if the former hero knows how to take them off and put them on. of course he would. this is what the pro-heroes all use.
it's a flicker of hope that he tries to squash down again. he can't. it won't work. it'll end badly just like this did. still, he can't help but ask. he's so tired of being this cold all the time. ]
[it almost startles keigo to hear dabi's voice. he's still a bit nervous, even if it's not the former villain that's giving him all this pent up anxiety. swallowing down his nerves, keigo gives a small nod of his head.]
I..I might be able to.
[he doesn't want to give false hope. if he believes in this so hard and it fails, then what is he left with? no. he needed to be strong. if not for himself, then for dabi.
he continues to tinker with the suppressors, looking at the slit where the electronic key would deactivate it. there's also a tiny slot for a key, in case the electronic one failed. if he had his feathers, he could certainly pick at the lock. he needed something sharp and incredibly tiny.]
I need a small screwdriver and a..a needle or pin or paperclip.
[items in an office. as it were, it was just a bedroom they're currently in. how the hell were they going to be able to get what he needs to get this lock picked?]
Would only take me a few seconds to crack it open.
[ that flash of hope is back again before he can stop it, and now he feels stupid that he didn't think of this first. if he would have found a way for keigo to know he needed them off.... no. the other man wouldn't have believed him. even on the phone last night, keigo still kept telling him that endeavor would help him become a upstanding citizen and had a chance back in society.
he almost laughs at how crazy that sounds.
but he watches as keigo tinkers with the cuffs, and then he glances around the room as if he might be able to produce those items somehow. he's been in this room so many times now, but he still doesn't really know what's here. that's the reality of all of this.
the reality is, he'd never be able to escape. ]
Even if I had my Quirk back right now, I couldn't...
[he couldn't do anything. he wouldn't make it very far at all. he's too weak, too worn. it would end badly.]
[maybe. maybe there's a way. a way for either one of them to get to endeavor's office. he knows the man has one here. he told keigo as such before. when keigo was still a hero. when he believed in endeavor.
he shakes the thought away, giving a glance around the room. they could technically snoop around. or, keigo could. he'd rather dabi take it easy for now.
however, before the former hero can get up to shaky legs, dabi's words pull him from the growing hope. keigo can't help but shake his head immediately, leaning forward, trying to catch those blue eyes.]
I'm not leaving...I won't let you stay here.
[he would do anything to get his former lover free. he'll take dabi to the ends of the earth if it means endeavor never knowing where they are. the man had to sleep sometime, right? if they could contain the necessary materials, they can escape.]
We're going to get out.
[or, he was going to die trying to get dabi out.]
I'll find a way for us. I'll carry you if I need to.
[ dabi knows he has one here too, but he's only seen it in the distance. he's never been allowed to go there, but maybe... maybe he could talk him into it somehow. his last plan, when he still had a bit of hope, went terribly, though. how can he risk something happening to keigo?
he can feel keigo trying to get him to look at him, but he only looks further away, shaking his head. ]
You can't... I can't. You don't know what he'll do. It's my fault you're here. I shouldn't've contacted you last night. It's all my fuckin fault.
[he pulls his hands back, looking fearfully at the door. they have to stop talking about this now, before endeavor hears them.]
Stop. You heard what he said. If we try to escape it'll be even worse for us. You don't know... you don't understand. We can't... we can't.
[he curls up again, dragging his fingers through his hair, pulling his head down. he can't think like this or it'll break him apart even more. he needs to pull himself together before his father gets back. he can barely think straight right now, and he knows they should be more worried about what'll happen when that door opens up again.]
Don't fight it. He'll make it so much worse. He always makes it worse.
[keigo catches the fear in dabi's eyes when he looks to the door, as if endeavor would step right in any second. he might, keigo thinks to himself. and he's terribly scared for it, for whatever that monster of a man intends on doing to either one of them. it scared him to death.]
It's...don't blame yourself. I wish..I wish you had told me sooner.
[all this time, dabi has been suffering. keigo wishes he could have been there for dabi. he wishes he had his wings to fight endeavor off, even if fire was such a strong weakness of his. he just...he wishes he could protect dabi when no one else is willing to do so.
keigo comes to curl his arms and hands around himself. he could play the waiting plan, bide his time and make it to where endeavor trusts him enough to get what he needed. but he needed to protect dabi in the meantime. the former villain can't handle all of this himself. although, something tells keigo that endeavor just marches to his own tune and will do whatever he wants.]
...if I can get those supplies, will you..will you try? To escape?
[ the only thing that saves dabi sometimes is that he can tell all the different sounds. the footsteps, the creaks in the floorboards. he can hear endeavor's voice off in the distance, but he's still scared.
he almost looks at keigo when he says he wishes he had told him sooner. he has nothing left to say to that. he has no anger left. no fight, or disgust to toward anyone else but himself. no strength to say that he tried to tell keigo over and over again.
and now the former hero is stuck here with him too. no matter what keigo says, dabi knows what landed him here. ]
I can barely move, Keigo.
[but the stupid bird has always been stubborn. he stays quiet for a moment, trying to gather some kind of energy before lifting his head to look at keigo's face- still unable to meet his eyes, though.]
Don't do anythin' stupid. He'll make it worse. Every single time, it always gets worse.
[keigo comes to wince when dabi admits that he can't move that well. he...assumed as such. still, they shouldn't give up. there had to be a way. even if dabi could use his quirk, just enough to escape with, keigo could do the heavier work. he could carry them both. he could save them.
he wants to admit this out loud, to try and provide some sort of hope to his former lover.
yet, dabi's following words stop keigo in his track. he won't give up. keigo would go down fighting if need be.]
...I won't do anything to get you hurt. I'm going to protect you.
[keigo whispers, quietly, hearing heavy footsteps nearby. they're not yet returning down the hall, but still. he had to be careful, less he place dabi in a bad position. keigo comes to rest a hand closer, to dabi's forearm, barely touching the former villain's skin.]
[Keigo still has the strength not to give up. Dabi is all tapped out. his last bit of hope was when Keigo had gotten here, but now? now it seems hopeless. it's all the worst it could possibly be.
if they make any false step in anything they do, it'll only get worse and worse. if they try to escape and fail? that'll be the end of the line for them. he knows it.]
You can't protect me. You already know ya can't. What just happened, I...
[he's the one who tried to protect Keigo with everything he had. Keigo was out of his mind. There's no point for him to even try.]
He knows what hurts. He tries to find every last thing and use it. All I can't do it keep offering him everythin I can go protect you. And in the end he'll do it anyway. He'll take you away from me anyway.
[he sobs, pressing the heels of his palms into his eyes. it'll break him completely. it'll break both of them and that moment will be the most thrilling for that monster. and when he breaks them, he'll just keep using them over and over again to find his release.
Dabi knows he doesn't even have to be conscious for it. how many times has he woken up with his father already sickeningly pounding into him?
when Keigo touches him, uttering those words he flinches, but he lowers his hands, more blood staining his face.]
[keigo looks down as he listens to dabi. he knows he should at least listen to what his former lover has to say. no one knows endeavor better than his eldest son.
however, this isn't where he'll give up. what kind of life can they live being cooped up here, to act as that man's playthings?]
It's...
[he trails off, thoughts still not in order. his fingers even begun to pull a little bit at the ripped cotton in hand.]
I can..I can play along. To what he wants. So, don't fight on my account. Don't offer yourself. Let him use me if he wants.
[he's shaking from fear, but keigo's words are honest to the core. he refuses to allow dabi to keep getting hurt when keigo can take the heat.
gently, the former hero comes to take dabi's bloodied hands, placing them in his lap. he intends on cleaning them, but first decides to wipe away the blood on the other male's cheek.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 02:12 am (UTC)endeavor seems to relish in it, chuckling before he begins to pound harder and harder inside of his eldest son. he doesn't need to look down to know how broken apart touya must be. good. it wasn't nearly enough. he could be broken further.
for now though, the hero chases his release, having teased his own body enough. he enjoyed the night thus far, of watching these two break at his fingertips to even falling apart for each other. this was their lives now. there was no escaping this. they both belonged to him.
that, along with such pretty words, endeavor is able to focus on building his thrusts, snapping his hips harder and harder, nails biting into keigo's hips. the little fallen bird better feel all of this too. it takes a few more thrusts before endeavor buries his cock inside of dabi, hot and burning seed filling up the abused walls. for good measure, when he still feels himself releasing, he comes to drag the shaft out, squirting the last of his cum where dabi and keigo's body meet together.
"there. enjoy daddy's milk." endeavor about purrs, licking over his dry lips as he stares down at the mess he created.
keigo hates the biting heat, much too hot for his skin. however, he tries to remain still, gripping dabi's hands tightly. he doesn't want to give endeavor any sort of reaction that would please the monster. all he wanted to do was focus on trying to help dabi to the best of his ability. unfortunately, he doesn't even know where to start.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 02:28 am (UTC)but it doesn't matter even further than that, because he can't even seem to focus on keigo anymore. all he can think about is how it feels to have his father fucking him while keigo watches. while keigo is forced to be a part of this too. everything he touches becomes dirty and disgusting. he wasn't meant for love.
dabi's nails dig into keigo's hand as the thrusts become even harder, his whole body tense and shaking from the force of it, his cock thrusting into keigo with the same speed and force as well. there's nothing he can do to take any control. it feels like he's letting his father fuck keigo.
when endeavor finally comes inside of him, he practically screams, the heat of it all so much worse now without his quirk, hot cum painting his abused walls. and then it spills back out of him when his father pulls out, and his body goes completely limp under keigo, legs only staying up because endeavor is still holding on to him. ]
Thank you, Daddy. Thank you, Daddy...
[he just mumbles over and over again. this, on top of all the months he's had to go through this, he doesn't have any fight left to give.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 02:47 am (UTC)Dabi...
[he whispers brokenly, feeling his tears starting to form again. this was the absolute worst! he's helpless. completely helpless. he was worthless and helpless. he can't do anything for his old lover.
as he comes to hear dabi's words, keigo releases his hands in order to brush his fingertips through the former villain's hair. without his wings and quirk overall, he can't protect dabi like he should. but he can at least shield him from his father who looms over them.
endeavor wipes his wet cock over keigo's inner thigh, watching the warm slick of seed drip down onto touya before the hero comes to pull away all together. "i hope you learned your lesson, boy. you should have listened to your father when i first ordered you to take care of your bird." endeavor chastises, reaching to the ground to pull up his pants. he doesn't dress further than that, choosing to return to the bedside, one hand gripping dabi's bicep while the other pats the blond hair of the fallen hero. "i have to clean up your mess again. do you know how much money your pet is going to cost me?"
despite his threatening tone, his touch is soft. it's not to be mistaken for affectionate, though. no. it purely means he has every intention of making this a lot worst.
"you better be prepared to take care of your bird. i better not hear him escaping his cage. do you understand, touya?"]
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Date: 2021-04-01 03:02 am (UTC)but it's over. it's finally over... at least for now. he knows it's never really going to be over until he ends his life, but at least it's over for now. he feels like crying, but he knows that feeling is useless too. useless, just like he is. this is all he's ever been good for.
he already knows it's his fault, even before his father reminds him that it is. once his father is back at their sides, his eyes flicker with fear at those words. ]
Ya can't... ya can't just keep him here. Daddy, please... people will wonder where he is. They'll come lookin' for him. He won't say anything, please let him go.
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Date: 2021-04-01 03:17 am (UTC)for the number one hero, his eyes give a dangerous glare down at his son. such a mouthy brat, even after taking his discipline. perhaps he needed to upgrade the punishments if this is the sassy response he was going to get.
and endeavor intends on making dabi regret it. he snaps his hand from his son's arm to take him at the chin, gripping hard and punishingly. "you're the one who called your bird despite the rules of this house. you also defied my demand by not doing what you were told." he hisses lowly.]
W-Wait, Endeavor, I'm the one who offered to talk-
[again, like earlier when spoken out of turn, endeavor comes to halt keigo mid-sentence, pulling back hard on the blond hair he had previously been caressing.
it really doesn't matter how he does this exactly, because endeavor knows how to play them both like a fiddle. he's been doing this game with touya for the boy's lifetime.
releasing dabi's chin, he comes to gather keigo up, easily able to lift the former hero's light form, forcing his son's cock from the hole he previously fucked. keigo hisses and squirms, but far too weak to actually fight. "if you don't want your pet, i'll keep him myself."
he wasn't going to just allow keigo to go free. not with the knowledge that he contained now. and, if endeavor is being honest, he could always use another tool to hold over touya besides natsuo.
once forcing keigo onto the ground, endeavor takes the small wrist of the former hero, the strength almost breaking the fragile bones there. his anger is still fueled though, due to his son. "it's time for you to go to your room, touya."]
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Date: 2021-04-01 03:29 am (UTC)now he regrets it all over again as keigo is grabbed and then yanked up off of him. he cries out, trying to push himself up, but it's such a struggle after all of this. those words give him the last bit of energy he needs though, and when keigo is forced down to the ground, dabi practically falls off the bed onto the floor and scrambles to endeavor's feet, holding on to keigo while keeping his head bowed down. ]
No, no, no, please. I want him, I want him. I'll take care'a him just like you asked. Daddy, daddy please... he won't get away. I won't let him escape.
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Date: 2021-04-01 03:46 am (UTC)keigo is behaving himself too, keeping his mouth shut. the bird does come to accept the way endeavor's son holds him, looking up at the number one hero with fearful, golden eyes. touya doesn't look at him though, keep his head bowed. a sight that pleases endeavor.
"any escape attempts, and i'll store him here where you'll never see him again." endeavor threatens before finally releasing his sharp hold on keigo's hair, the bird coming to wince while resting a hand over dabi's arm. "now, i have some calls to make. both of you stay here until i come back."
he isn't too worried about them escaping from his room. like all rooms in his home, he's made sure to keep safety measures in place due to his villainous son. neither one them were going to escape from their own hell.
they belonged to him.
he heads to the door, but hesitates when he reaches it. "oh, and touya, if you refuse to house train your pet, you know what i'll do, don't you? try not aggravate your father even further."]
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Date: 2021-04-01 03:59 am (UTC)Dabi holds on to Keigo as tightly as his exhausted and abused body will let him, until Endeavor finally lets him go. he knows it could be worse than this and he finds himself disgustingly grateful that his father isn't taking everything from him.
not yet.]
Yes daddy.
[he doesn't want to stay in this room that stinks of blood, fire and sex any longer, but he doesn't dare move from here after his father told him to stay, and he won't let Keigo move either.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 04:08 am (UTC)perhaps that has something to do with what happened that landed them there, from what he's pieced together.
endeavor, pleased over his son's response, gives a nod of his head and leaves, locking the door behind him. he'll return dabi to his room later, as soon as he smooths it all over with the hero commission over their whore.
once the so called hero leaves, keigo wants nothing more than to curl up and cry. he wants to give up. wants to pretend they're both not here. but, even with trembling hands and wet eyes, he tries to focus on dabi.]
F..first aid kit?
[his voice is small and quiet, golden eyes can't even come to meet dabi's. but, he does know his former lover is bleeding and should get wrapped up before he's infected.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 04:22 am (UTC)and then he slowly slides his limbs off of Keigo and curls up against his knees on the floor, dragging his fingers through his hair. his cock is still hard and he can still feel blood and cum dripping from him. he feels dirty and disgusting here in front of Keigo right now.
N-no.
[Dabi stutters out quietly, not wanting to look at Keigo either.]
Only w-when he lets me have it.
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Date: 2021-04-01 04:39 am (UTC)it hurts that the other male can't even have access to a first aid kit. keigo's heart pulls. dabi didn't deserve this torture at all.
trying to keep his tears at bay, the blond nods his head and looks around quickly. the next best thing he can see is a much too large shirt on the floor, one that endeavor wore previously. keigo is too shaken up to get on his feet, so he crawls the few steps away to grab the garment and bring it over to dabi. with his teeth, he comes to rip up the cloth, not caring over the consequences. if endeavor is pissed at him, he'll take the punishment. all that mattered to keigo was getting dabi cleaned up.]
Y..your wrists?
[his voice is still shaken up from his fear since this all started. within time, he assumes it'll get better. for now though, keigo will stick with short sentences.
he comes to hold out his hand, hoping dabi would take it so he can begun cleaning up his old lover.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 11:28 am (UTC)it's stupid to not want Keigo to see him like this when he's now seen the worst of it. there's a hollowness in his chest that he's never felt before.
he doesn't know what Keigo is doing, and for a moment he's fearful that the other man is trying to leave. that's the only reason his hands fall from his head so he can look up. but all he sees is Keigo ripping up a shirt, and then he averts his eyes again when he comes over. only then does he look at his wrists and realize how bloody and torn up they are from all the struggling, half his staples ripped out.
he wonders if he just leaves them like this, maybe he'll just bleed out and die. but then... but then what will happen to Keigo?
and still, he feels too dirty and disgusting for any of this. he doesn't deserve a single bit of kindness or help.]
This is how it's supposed to be for me. I broke the rules. This is what's supposed to happen to me.
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Date: 2021-04-01 01:33 pm (UTC)if he does make any escape attempts, keigo would need to be absolutely sure he had the other male on board with it. for now, as much as he wants to escape and run away, keigo needed to play the waiting game. at least it was a game he was good at.
keigo can't stop how he winces and finds himself averting his own gaze when dabi comes to say such defeating words. it's so unlike the former villain, practically surreal. he shakes off his personal weariness, tries to focus on the task at hand. he can't sit idly by while dabi suffers alone. swallowing, keigo tries to find the confidence to speak again.]
It's...It's not. Let me-
[he stops himself, has to take in a shaky breath. keigo can hear his heart beating so loudly in his ears.]
..help. Please.
[his hands are still stretched out, still waiting for dabi to give his wrists over. keigo doesn't want to have to force his former lover into this. he's tired of physical strength being used to dominate decisions.]
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Date: 2021-04-01 04:45 pm (UTC)he can't even be angry at keigo anymore. whatever betrayal was there before, how can it even matter after this?
he knows he has to snap out of this and get himself together by the time his father comes back. more will be expected of him, over and over again. he wonders if it's always going to be this way now. his father using them together. or will he still be dragged out separately once his father comes home from a stressful day and use him until he feels better?
his thoughts are murky and drifting to all of this, and just how disgusting he is because of it. he's nothing now. he's skin and bones. he'll die soon, and this is the last thing he'll ever have to offer.
keigo's pleading voice brings him back though, and he wonders if he's being selfish with this too. the faster he fixes himself up, the more he can help keigo. even if he isn't strong, he can at least try to protect his... no. keigo isn't his bird anymore. not when things are like this.
but he finally extends his hands, holding his wrists out. there's visible damage, but also healed damage from all the other times and the way the quirk repressing cuffs cut his skin as well. his hands are shaking, but he places them in keigo's outstretched hands, and he suddenly feels like puking again. ]
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Date: 2021-04-02 12:48 am (UTC)now. now to know how much worst it is. why didn't it click? it's blindingly clear now, and keigo hates himself for not noticing it until it was too late.
a part of him feels like he's deserved every little painful thing thrown at him, from losing his wings, to his new work with the hero commission, and finally, to being this so called pet. however, dabi didn't deserve any of this. keigo would give anything to find a way to get the former villain free, even at the cost of his own life. he just can't take this lying down.
but keigo doesn't know where to begin. he's so lost and feels broken from the inside, like he wants to give up. the only thread that keeps his limbs going is his need to protect dabi.
to his utmost relief, the former villain comes to extend his arms out to keigo. he appreciates it, tries to send a small smile, albeit a sad one, as he gently examines the reddened skin. they're so torn, with current injuries and past damages. it makes his heart pull. softly as he can, keigo cleans up the wounds one at a time. maybe later he can properly clean it with disinfectant.
as he goes about wrapping what he can, keigo's fingers can't help but linger over the cuffs that remain. quirk suppressors. he sends a worried look over to the door, half afraid he would see endeavor. but, the monster of a man isn't there. so, returning back to the suppressors, he begins to examine them. they're a model he's only a little familiar with. as a trained spy, he did have to be knowledgeable concerning them, in case he was ever in a position where they were on him. yet, these were definitely different. stronger. more powerful.
that only makes keigo more determined though.]
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Date: 2021-04-02 01:04 am (UTC)dabi had told the truth about endeavor to all of them.
but he's too tired to be angry now. he has no more fight left in him. he keeps his gaze pinned to a stain on the floor- dried blood maybe, from previous incidents in his father's bedroom. he's really trying to just stay detached and not get sick. that's the last thing they need right now. his father will only hurt him further if he pukes on the floor.
he can't look at keigo, though. he doesn't know if he'll ever be able to look at his face after what happened here tonight. he doesn't notice the small smile, or look at the way the other man cleans up his messy wounds. he doesn't deserve this comfort, and if he lets himself have it, it'll only feel worse later.
the only thing that gets him to stop staring blankly is when keigo starts examining the suppressors. he tenses up, furrowing his eyebrows as he watches keigo looking them over as if he might be familiar with them. he wonders if the former hero knows how to take them off and put them on. of course he would. this is what the pro-heroes all use.
it's a flicker of hope that he tries to squash down again. he can't. it won't work. it'll end badly just like this did. still, he can't help but ask. he's so tired of being this cold all the time. ]
Do ya know how to get 'em off?
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Date: 2021-04-02 01:16 am (UTC)I..I might be able to.
[he doesn't want to give false hope. if he believes in this so hard and it fails, then what is he left with? no. he needed to be strong. if not for himself, then for dabi.
he continues to tinker with the suppressors, looking at the slit where the electronic key would deactivate it. there's also a tiny slot for a key, in case the electronic one failed. if he had his feathers, he could certainly pick at the lock. he needed something sharp and incredibly tiny.]
I need a small screwdriver and a..a needle or pin or paperclip.
[items in an office. as it were, it was just a bedroom they're currently in. how the hell were they going to be able to get what he needs to get this lock picked?]
Would only take me a few seconds to crack it open.
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Date: 2021-04-02 01:31 am (UTC)he almost laughs at how crazy that sounds.
but he watches as keigo tinkers with the cuffs, and then he glances around the room as if he might be able to produce those items somehow. he's been in this room so many times now, but he still doesn't really know what's here. that's the reality of all of this.
the reality is, he'd never be able to escape. ]
Even if I had my Quirk back right now, I couldn't...
[he couldn't do anything. he wouldn't make it very far at all. he's too weak, too worn. it would end badly.]
There's no way out for me now. I belong here.
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Date: 2021-04-02 01:42 am (UTC)he shakes the thought away, giving a glance around the room. they could technically snoop around. or, keigo could. he'd rather dabi take it easy for now.
however, before the former hero can get up to shaky legs, dabi's words pull him from the growing hope. keigo can't help but shake his head immediately, leaning forward, trying to catch those blue eyes.]
I'm not leaving...I won't let you stay here.
[he would do anything to get his former lover free. he'll take dabi to the ends of the earth if it means endeavor never knowing where they are. the man had to sleep sometime, right? if they could contain the necessary materials, they can escape.]
We're going to get out.
[or, he was going to die trying to get dabi out.]
I'll find a way for us. I'll carry you if I need to.
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Date: 2021-04-02 01:57 am (UTC)he can feel keigo trying to get him to look at him, but he only looks further away, shaking his head. ]
You can't... I can't. You don't know what he'll do. It's my fault you're here. I shouldn't've contacted you last night. It's all my fuckin fault.
[he pulls his hands back, looking fearfully at the door. they have to stop talking about this now, before endeavor hears them.]
Stop. You heard what he said. If we try to escape it'll be even worse for us. You don't know... you don't understand. We can't... we can't.
[he curls up again, dragging his fingers through his hair, pulling his head down. he can't think like this or it'll break him apart even more. he needs to pull himself together before his father gets back. he can barely think straight right now, and he knows they should be more worried about what'll happen when that door opens up again.]
Don't fight it. He'll make it so much worse. He always makes it worse.
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Date: 2021-04-02 02:09 am (UTC)It's...don't blame yourself. I wish..I wish you had told me sooner.
[all this time, dabi has been suffering. keigo wishes he could have been there for dabi. he wishes he had his wings to fight endeavor off, even if fire was such a strong weakness of his. he just...he wishes he could protect dabi when no one else is willing to do so.
keigo comes to curl his arms and hands around himself. he could play the waiting plan, bide his time and make it to where endeavor trusts him enough to get what he needed. but he needed to protect dabi in the meantime. the former villain can't handle all of this himself. although, something tells keigo that endeavor just marches to his own tune and will do whatever he wants.]
...if I can get those supplies, will you..will you try? To escape?
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Date: 2021-04-02 02:20 am (UTC)he almost looks at keigo when he says he wishes he had told him sooner. he has nothing left to say to that. he has no anger left. no fight, or disgust to toward anyone else but himself. no strength to say that he tried to tell keigo over and over again.
and now the former hero is stuck here with him too. no matter what keigo says, dabi knows what landed him here. ]
I can barely move, Keigo.
[but the stupid bird has always been stubborn. he stays quiet for a moment, trying to gather some kind of energy before lifting his head to look at keigo's face- still unable to meet his eyes, though.]
Don't do anythin' stupid. He'll make it worse. Every single time, it always gets worse.
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Date: 2021-04-02 03:20 am (UTC)he wants to admit this out loud, to try and provide some sort of hope to his former lover.
yet, dabi's following words stop keigo in his track. he won't give up. keigo would go down fighting if need be.]
...I won't do anything to get you hurt. I'm going to protect you.
[keigo whispers, quietly, hearing heavy footsteps nearby. they're not yet returning down the hall, but still. he had to be careful, less he place dabi in a bad position. keigo comes to rest a hand closer, to dabi's forearm, barely touching the former villain's skin.]
For now, let me finish cleaning you up.
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Date: 2021-04-02 11:23 am (UTC)if they make any false step in anything they do, it'll only get worse and worse. if they try to escape and fail? that'll be the end of the line for them. he knows it.]
You can't protect me. You already know ya can't. What just happened, I...
[he's the one who tried to protect Keigo with everything he had. Keigo was out of his mind. There's no point for him to even try.]
He knows what hurts. He tries to find every last thing and use it. All I can't do it keep offering him everythin I can go protect you. And in the end he'll do it anyway. He'll take you away from me anyway.
[he sobs, pressing the heels of his palms into his eyes. it'll break him completely. it'll break both of them and that moment will be the most thrilling for that monster. and when he breaks them, he'll just keep using them over and over again to find his release.
Dabi knows he doesn't even have to be conscious for it. how many times has he woken up with his father already sickeningly pounding into him?
when Keigo touches him, uttering those words he flinches, but he lowers his hands, more blood staining his face.]
What's the point?
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Date: 2021-04-02 02:41 pm (UTC)however, this isn't where he'll give up. what kind of life can they live being cooped up here, to act as that man's playthings?]
It's...
[he trails off, thoughts still not in order. his fingers even begun to pull a little bit at the ripped cotton in hand.]
I can..I can play along. To what he wants. So, don't fight on my account. Don't offer yourself. Let him use me if he wants.
[he's shaking from fear, but keigo's words are honest to the core. he refuses to allow dabi to keep getting hurt when keigo can take the heat.
gently, the former hero comes to take dabi's bloodied hands, placing them in his lap. he intends on cleaning them, but first decides to wipe away the blood on the other male's cheek.]
Please, let me...
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