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[creamation]

a place for all the texty things.

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[creamation]

no I'm not, birdbrain! You are! I give you butterflies?

I....I dunno.

because. it sounded like you wanted to do this with them and like even though you had a choice it wasn't gonna be with me. I guess.

yeah. this place, this stuff. doesn't feel all that heroic to me.

[birdhasfallen]

Ahh! You called me a bird brain again! And you totally do! Like this warm and fuzzy feeling in my stomach and chest.

I don’t have to continue saying more if it’s too awkward for you.

I definitely don’t want to do it with them. I was really nervous about asking you. If you had rejected me, I don’t know, I would be very sad. Like, heartbroken.

I wish we could ask a pro-hero if they trained in this stuff. There has to be villains who use sex or have sex quirks they use. I can’t see why else they would have us training like this.

[creamation]

because you can really be a bird brain sometimes! maybe you just ate too much.

isn't it awkward for you too?

you didn't really ask me though. I mean... I get it. all of this is weird. I wouldn't have rejected you though. I don't want you doing it with gross old men. or anyone really.

I guess. but maybe they'd just lie to us anyway.

[birdhasfallen]

Noo, I’m not. And I don’t think it’s from eating anything weird. I feel it often, when thinking of you.

A little. But I’m more scared about just keeping it to myself.

Then, can I ask you properly this time?

They might. I hope they’re not just going to video tape us to watch it over and over.

[creamation]

you totally are. you're a total birdbrain for saying this stuff.

are you saying this now cause you're scared?

okay.

they probably will. I bet my dad is working with them.

[birdhasfallen]

That’s like the third of fourth time. No fair, Touya.

Well, I’m scared that it might be too late to ever say it. And scared that someone else could beat me to saying it.

Would you be this bird brain’s sex partner? And take my virginity?

Your dad is terrifying. Do you think he would try to get all of us here to learn how to be good with sex?

[creamation]

well it's true, that's why.

I don't think anyone would beat you to saying it. and anyways I don't care about them, just you.

okay.

no, but that doesn't mean he won't watch ours.

[birdhasfallen]

Don’t you have bird brain moments?

Just me?

Okay!

I wish he would leave you alone. Hey, why don’t we get our own agency after we’re done here? But, far away. So he never comes near you again?

[creamation]

I'm not a bird.

yeah. just you. they can ask me out all they want but I wouldn't be with them.

do you. wanna have sex before? I know it's stupid but. I don't wanna just do it cause they told us to do it. I mean if that's what you want. if not thats cool too.

he won't. not ever. I don't think he'd let me do that either.

he might even get mad if we're sex partners. but I guess if it's part of the program he'll have to let us.

[birdhasfallen]

Well, I kind of like hearing you call me bird brain. It’s like my own personal nickname from you.

Same with me. I wouldn’t want any of them.

Yes! I want to do it a lot with Touya! I mean, if that’s okay with you.

If I become a top hero, then he can’t do anything about it. It wasn’t my plan to try that hard, but I would gladly do it for you. And I can take you far away where he’ll never find you.

[creamation]

I can give you better ones, though.

you're the only one I really trust.

it won't be weird, right?

I dont think it works like that, kei. but thanks 🙂

[birdhasfallen]

Will you? I would like more!

I only really trust you too. No one has treated me as kind and sweet as you. I’m glad you’re my best friend, Touya.

I don’t think it will be. I had dreamt about it before. That’s not weird, is it?

And sure it does. I’ll become a top hero that he can’t beat.

[creamation]

yeah, I can try to think of some.

I'm glad you're my friend too, Keigo. I'm sorry for being weird and jealous. I just thought maybe you wanted to be with someone cuter. someone not as damaged or whatever.

i don't think that's so weird. what was the dream?

but that's not your dream. you shouldnt have to do that.

[birdhasfallen]

I'll think of some for you too.

No way, Touya! And don't ever say that about yourself. You're the cutest and hottest person ever. You're not damaged either. You're completely perfect! It's why I, well, when the others here ask me about you, I get jealous. Like, very jealous.

You don't? That makes me relieved. And, my dreams range from us experimenting around or giving you my virginity. I thought about you touching my wings too, but more intimately. And us kissing. A lot.

You're my dream though. I can be strong and climb the ranks to protect you, and I will.

[creamation]

oh yeah, like what?

can't believe you think that, you little weirdo. but. I'm glad you think I'm cute. I'm way not perfect though. don't want you to think that. you get jealous when they ask about me? really? that why you didn't give them my number?

oh. wow. how come you never told me?

I wanna protect you too, Keigo. I don't want your dream to be all about me. that's not fair.

[birdhasfallen]

Hot stuff.

But, I’m kind of your weirdo now, right? And even if you or the world doesn’t think you’re perfect, you’re perfect to me. And yeah, I got jealous of them. It’s part of the reason I didn’t give them your number. That, and I really do believe they shouldn’t go through me to get to you.

I never told you cause I thought you’d find it awkward or weird that I like you like that.

You can protect me by being in my agency and my partner. Or at least bring me fried chicken once a month.

[creamation]

oh my god, that's so embarrassing!

yeah, you're totally my weirdo. i shouldn't be perfect to you, though. cause i know i'll mess up and then. i dunno. it'll be bad.

didn't you know i wouldn't wanna be with them anyways? that's like. not even my thing. i'm only even gonna be your sex partner cause you're you.

i wish you would have told me before. like, before it had to be only about sex partners.

i think my dad will kill me if i'm not number one.

[birdhasfallen]

Good! All the more reason to use it.

I know you might mess up, but you would still be perfect for me. You're human, after all. And humans make bad choices. I'll never ever think less of you.

I wasn't really sure. I never thought I was good enough for you. But, I'm glad I know better know, and that I get to have you and be with you.

Well, our time together, just the two of us, doesn't have to be because of the sex partner thing. We can just do it because we want to. I would like to do it often, before and after what this place is making us do. I want to have sex with you cause I like you, Touya.

Do you want to be number one?

[creamation]

just don't call me that in front of anyone else.

i don't deserve you, keigo.

you thought you weren't good enough for me?? are you crazy? it's totally the other way around. the very first day we met i already messed everything up for you and. god, keigo. you're the perfect one. and one day you're gonna wake up and realize how screwed up everything with me is and you're gonna resent me. you even talk about protecting me and changing what you wanna do for me and i'm not worth it. i'm really not.

just sex?

no. but neither do you.

[birdhasfallen]

Of course not. I don't even call you Touya in front of them.

I think it's me who doesn't deserve you, Touya.

You're making my feathers fall out, Touya. Just reading that you think I'm perfect gave me goosebumps. Anyway, I don't feel like I'm screwing up at all with you. I see someone who looks at me the way I look at them. I'll never, ever resent you. I've been with you all this time, and I don't know, I just feel like whatever is here, it continues to grow between us.

Can we be more than that? Like, more than best friends?

I guess so. But I can be number one if it means keeping your dad away from you.

[creamation]

i know. guess that's different though.

i don't understand how you can possibly even think that.

i wish i could see things the way you do. that already makes you so much better. and. i dunno. sometimes i just think you're crazy for seeing me this way and it's hard for me to get over that. it's hard for me to get over what my dad says.

we'll get in trouble, kei.

i don't want you to be number one just so you can keep my dad away from me. don't do that.

[birdhasfallen]

Don't worry. I won't say it out loud in front of people.

I think that's my line towards your belief of me.

Maybe I am crazy, but it's just how I see things and how I feel. I'm going to change the way you think, because your dad is wrong.

Doesn't that make it worth it?

I guess I could become an antihero and kidnap you.

[creamation]

okay.

that doesn't make any sense, keigo. since i've gotten here all i've done is cause you trouble. but you? you've been like this light. you make me forget about everything. even the other kids look at me like i'm some kinda ugly, burnt up weirdo, but you never do. i don't do anything but fail. how could you possibly think the other way around?

my dad is pretty much in charge so it feels like it doesn't matter. it always feels like that for me.

it makes me scared.

come on, kei. don't be silly.

[birdhasfallen]

Touya, you're so hard on yourself. What the other kids see is a powerful hero training to be the best he can be. They're so envious of you. You're far from ugly. I think you're beautiful. Like I'm a light for you, you're the same for me. I would do anything for you.

That's quitter talk. Don't let him get to you. I'll hold your hand every step of the way.

I'll protect you. But, if it's too much, we can make it just about sex. I want you to be comfortable.

Would you do anything if my handlers forced me to have sex with villains in order to get closer to them or make them give up intel?

[creamation]

i don't know if i'm training to be the best i can be. sometimes i feel like i just don't know anymore. but when i see you, i feel like i can be. i just dont understand how i do any of that for you.

i'll try, but i've never been very good at that. especially when he comes and ruins it all.

but i like you too, keigo.

yeah. i'd do anything, of course i would. i don't want you to have to do that.