[whatever dabi wants to do when he recovers, keigo doesn't think he'll mind. as long as the villain isn't straining himself. although, keigo doesn't really think he's worth the trouble. but, if he thought about it, if their roles were reversed, he could very well see himself pulling the same stunt.
the hero comes to nod his head as dabi brings up another one of his safe-houses. good. he could finally be alone with his lover. he returns to the previous pace, so as to not get too relaxed just yet. if he stays focused like this, then they'll be there in no time.
he takes off down south, wishing he had his wings more than ever to block the sun shining down on them. he's so much more used to being with the villain when it's dark. well...he did want to go out into public with dabi. not all bruised and burnt, of course. and maybe not with so much money for dabi's head.
like the villain, keigo misses talking already. he likes their easy talking at times. how comfortable it is to be with dabi. even if they've just went through quite some trouble to get where they are now.
thankfully, two blocks heading south doesn't take much time at all. when they arrive, keigo looks around. he misses his feathers for times like this, but at least his eyes are just as keen. it's relatively quiet. once he feels it's safe enough, he returns his gaze to dabi to help lead them to where the villain wanted them to be secured for the time being.]
[ if dabi uses his flames any more than this for a while, he'll probably ruin his body completely. he might kill himself if he keeps it up. that doesn't mean he'll stop though, especially if someone tries to get their hands on hawks.
they won't be safe out in the open like this, especially during the day, but dabi knows they have no choice. they just have to keep their heads down and get there. the worst part is that he can't even see enough to keep a lookout around them. hopefully hawks can live up to his name with his keen, sharp eyes. ]
Can't fuckin' see.
[he mutters under his breath, frustrated that it feels like he's falling apart. it feels like everything around him is falling apart, and he doesn't even remember the half of it. the neighborhood feels familiar though, and as they slow down he squints, getting a better look at it all. he points to a building one down from the one they're at. most of these buildings are run down and abandoned- but the one they're going to has some of dabi's stuff, at least.]
This one... third... floor.
[just the thought of the third floor feels like too much right now though, but they just have to make it inside and out of sight.]
[keigo frowns to himself as dabi comes to bring up his eyesight. a part of him kind of knew that they were still bad, but...he had hoped the doctor healed them for the villain. if they had seen a doctor with the heroes, especially one that can immediately cure with a simple touch, dabi might have his eyes healed all up. and keigo could probably talk again.
the hero comes to hold dabi a little tighter, trying to scan the buildings. he's not sure which one it could be. maybe he could take the feather from dabi in order to search them thoroughly until he found something that could be the villain's safe house. he doesn't like taking the protective feather away from his lover. he's already come to decide over allowing dabi to keep it.
thankfully, the villain is able to point out his building. keigo nods his head in confirmation before helping dabi along with him. third floor was going to be hard though. they'll manage. they always do. and they've made it this far. what's a few more steps along the way?
slowly, keigo leads them up the stairs, taking his time, but trying to not stall for too long. if he wasn't too tired and exhausted from the night before, keigo might have tried to carry the villain. he knows his lover must be tired himself. soon enough, they're on the third floor, leaving keigo a little breathless. his throat is becoming raw though, with the force of his breathing. almost there.
swallowing down some saliva to try and calm his aching throat, keigo looks around, the floor too big to know where to go. it's pretty dusty but doable. the windows are still in tact. no one would hear them this high up either. it's not a bad hideout.]
[ as long as no one has followed them here dabi hopes they'll be fine. he doesn't know just how much surveillance has been done on them, or even just him, but he's hoping this place is off the radar.
if not, they might have to go underground, and dabi really doesn't want to do that.
once they're inside the building dabi tries to relax just a little. he needs to be able to so he can focus on the stairs. it'll be rough, trying to rest, but still trying to stay alert enough in case anyone comes for them. it's something dabi used to have to do in his household all the time when he was younger, but he's sure he hasn't fallen out of practice with it. ]
Fuck.
[he gasps, chest heaving intensely by the time they get upstairs. he feels like he's going to collapse, and his knees give out for a moment, but he holds on tight to keigo.]
It's... it's the last one... back... in the... back.
[keigo isn't sure how valuable he or dabi are for skeptic and re-destro to come after, especially after his lover's display of revenge on the meta guards. but, there's that heavy warrant for dabi, and keigo is pretty positive who's behind it.
he'll keep his eyes peeled, and if need be, he'll use his last remaining feather to protect the villain.
but, dabi is a master of the disappearing act and staying out of sight. he can trust the villain to protect them, even without his sight.
wide, worried eyes look over his lover as they reach that final step. he probably should have carried him with the feather, honestly. dabi must be terribly exhausted after all of this. gods. he desperately needed his wings. few more days, right? he does try to give dabi an apologetic squeeze at his waist for all the work he's done.
keigo would go slower from here, but he really wants to get them settled in. he hurries them to the back of the floor, breathing hard. about halfway, after worrying for his lover, keigo comes to kneel and lift up dabi into his arms. the great thing about those wings is the strength he can use to carry up to their weight. dabi was pretty thin and frail. even as exhausted as he was, he could manage this much.
when he reaches the back, keigo tries not to stumble, slipping inside the back room, holding dabi a little tighter as he examines the area.]
[Dabi still thinks he's good at staying out of sight, but at the moment he doesn't remember what Keigo had told him. He doesn't remember why he went on that killing spree in the first place, burning all those buildings down. If he'd remember, he'd know that they've been followed all this time, and that Keigo was doing so much behind his back.
It's a good thing he doesn't remember just yet, because he'd be very angry- not just for what happened before, but that Keigo let them walk right back into it without telling him all over again.
Maybe Keigo is just hoping his memory won't return at all.
It's just a few more steps, he knows he can make it, so he's terribly annoyed when Keigo lifts him up to carry him. He's too tired to argue though, and he knows that he might not have actually made it all the way inside the apartment.
The place is small, with not much more than a mattress and a bathroom. Barley a kitchen. Dabi has never needed anything more than that anyway, though. By the mattress there's a bag of supplies, mostly medical in nature, a few bottles of water and a set of clothes. This is how he's lived for a long time so he's used to it, but damn he's gonna miss that beautiful penthouse. ]
[for dabi's memory, keigo almost wishes it would come back, just so he doesn't have to go through this all over again. for now, it's not exactly in his mind. he has other things he wants to bring up. more important things.
if dabi is willing to listen to him, that is.
as soon as the villain asks him of it, keigo sets dabi down. he quickly goes to check out the hall they just walked from before shutting the door. it barely clicks into place, making an eerie sound as it does. he looks out the window next, pushing a ripped sheet in it's place. no one is around. good.
he allows himself to relax then, leaning against the wall briefly. he's so tired and exhausted.
keigo doesn't get too comfortable though, returning to dabi's side, looking the villain over and his new burns. did the doctor do anything helpful for his villain? what about his sight? he can't mask his worry at all, fretting, wings would be trembling if he had any feathers in place.]
[ dabi leans hard against the wall when keigo sets him down, just trying to catch his breath. he's in terrible shape and he knows that keigo doesn't really know why. he doesn't know the extent of what dabi's quirk does to his body because dabi never had a chance to explain it to him. he supposes he had been putting it off, but now he's run out of time.
he wants to help secure the place, but he really can't, finding it hard to even stay upright right now. so he just watches keigo as he tries to slow his breathing, wishing that the other man would stop and take a moment to breathe, too. ]
Kei, slow down...
[he manages to pant out, grabbing a hold of keigo's wrists with his still overly heated hands.]
Just stop for a minute, okay? S'fine. I'll be fine. Lookit me. Stop.
[keigo about shakes his head, too worried about his villain that he doesn’t stop to think about himself. how could he when he caused all this mess to begin with?
but, dabi taking his hands gets the hero to look up with sad eyes, coming to return the hold of the villain’s hands. they’re still warm. warmer than usual.
if dabi were to wrap his arms around keigo, the heat would make him weak in the villain’s grip.
the hero nods his head though, calming the fretting. he hates that they’re in this position, that dabi is hurt like this. what if he never gains back his sight? what is keigo’s voice is always coarse?
he tries to mouth a few words, then sighs and bumps his head against dabi’s head. he motions for dabi’s pockets like before, quietly asking for the phone again.]
[ dabi doesn't get how weak heat makes keigo, because his bird is always drawn to it. if he'd wrap his arms around him now, would it really make him weak?
he doesn't think he could do so anyway right now, for so many reasons, even if keigo looks at him with those sad eyes.
dabi just wants keigo to stop. to breathe. to calm himself long enough so they can get their barring straight once again. if that's even possible at this point. dabi still barely knows what the hell is going on.
he's even reluctant to hand his phone over once again, but he fishes it out of his pocket, handing it over. ]
[it’s weak in the sense that he gets tired more easily. he does like it though, especially in the early mornings, wrapped up in a mess of arms and legs. he might fall asleep if he were in dabi’s arms though.
especially given how exhausted he already was.
he doesn’t catch how reluctant his lover is with the phone, but he does try to keep calming down, relaxing as much as he could given their predicament. once the phone is in hand, he holds it to his chest, listening to his lover and nodding in agreement.
he comes to sit down beside dabi, eyes blinking tiredly as he settles. he’s been going strong for awhile now. he hadn’t even realized it. once he feels relaxed enough, he holds up the phone, to start typing.]
[ it's the easiest thing in the world to finally sink down onto the floor with keigo, just letting himself collapse there and know he doesn't have to get up for at least a little bit.
they have to tend to their wounds and get some rest, but for now... for now this is good enough.
there's so much on dabi's mind that he doesn't know where to begin, so he just tries to put that aside for now as well, and closes his eyes once he feels keigo settle against him, the tenseness leaving him just a little bit as well. he could fall asleep here he's so exhausted, but then he hears keigo typing and he blinks his eyes open once the apology comes out through the phone. ]
For which part?
[he can't help but ask, because there's so much. there's so much he doesn't even remember to be upset about- but he asks it more tiredly than accusingly, but it's still there.]
[keigo barely catches how dabi’s eyes are closed. he feels a little guilty for that. dabi must need to rest and here he is trying to apologize for....well, everything.
he doesn’t know where to start honestly.
he has so much to explain. so much to bring up. how does he bring this all up? how can he even begin to explain? dabi deserves to know it all.
maybe he knows where to start.
but not right now. they really need to rest.]
Everything. But, for leaving you earlier. There’s a lot that I don’t know going on. I just want to keep you safe.
Why'd ya leave? Why'd ya just run off like that? I made think you were... I dunno. Made me feel like I couldn't trust you.
[something he's struggled with for so long. it's been so back and forth and it feels like just when he thinks he can trust keigo, there's something else. and then now, with all this surveillance bullshit going on, he doesn't know what to think.]
Just know there's shit ya ain't tellin' me, Keigo.
[he says quietly, letting his head fall back against the wall. his gaze is still on the other man, though. but then he shakes his head and puts his hand over the phone.]
Later. Just... fuckin' leave it. Whether you're lyin' to me or not, this is where we're at, and I'm with ya on this.
[clearly no matter how he feels about keigo and what he might be hiding from him, dabi will kill for him. there's no way he'd leave him behind now, no matter what. he just hopes he isn't making a mistake here.]
[immediately keigo wants to respond, even parting his lips to do so. he wanted to explain what he could. his lack of voice stops him, and he tries to think to correctly explain it all.
what a time to have no voice.
dabi lowers the phone down, and keigo’s eyebrows furrow. he opens his mouth again and closes it, then nods his head. he hates that they’re like this, but he can’t force it. there’s plenty of unanswered questions for dabi. keigo is even lost to some of it.
he sighs and rests the phone down between them. they both needed rest and could use it.
he pulls his knees up, wrapping his arms around them, chin resting forward. he’ll try to relax, but he wants to make sure they’re both safe at the same time.]
[ he does want answers at least to why keigo left him, but it's fine. they need some time, and he doesn't have the energy for what he knows is coming. lies and betrayals and god knows what else.
it's going to be too much, he can already feel it, and he just needs some time to rest before facing all of it. he knows keigo needs it too, because despite all of this shit, dabi needs him to be okay too. he needs to make sure his birdie is alright.
that's why he hates the way keigo curls into himself, almost as if it's away from him. he gets it, because he feels the same way, but he doesn't want it to be that way this whole time. for now he feels like there's nothing he can do with it either, though. one step at a time, he supposes.
for now, he pulls out the kit the doctor gave him and holds it out.]
Bandages and lots of burn cream. Ya need this too, Kei. Got drops in there for my eyes, too. Let's get ya patched up and go lay down.
[keigo would desire nothing more than to curl up with his villain. he didn’t realize how much he missed it after everything had happen in the last twenty-four hours.
but he doesn’t have the right to reach and hold his lover. not until he earns that right again.
the hero comes to perk up as dabi brings out the kit, knees lowering back down. he almost wants to tell dabi to use the supplies first before him, but he knows what the villain will say to that.
keigo crawls to settle in front of dabi, nodding his head in agreement. he slowly nudges off the tattered remains of his shirt. it does takes a little squirming though, but the hero manages. he drops it, revealing burns on his skin, more on his neck and definitely plenty on his back. the air makes it a bit uncomfortable.
for the first time since meeting dabi, he feels a little embarrassed about being exposed like this.]
[ again, it's a wonder how much he misses keigo talking and yapping away. he's gotten so used to that constant sound, always filling the empty spaces around them.
and to think it's probably his fault. keigo went into his fire and got burned. dabi still doesn't understand the full details of that.
at least keigo uncurls from himself now, moving in front of him to look through the kit. he doesn't think anything of it when keigo pulls his shirt off. he shifts closer so he can help, though, still unable to see much of anything at all. he's going to do his best though, even if his hands feel so numb as well. ]
Can I put the cream on ya? It'll help a lot. It's Ujiko's wonder cream shit. Works real well. It'll help my hands too, once I start puttin' it on ya.
[staring at dabi like this, keigo thinks back to when he didn’t screw everything up. he wants to be honest and truthful, but it keeps costing both of them so much of it.
on one hand, he wants to tell dabi anything and everything. on the other, he wants to get to the bottom of a few other things and just...run.
in the end, he really wants to be right here, with dabi. no more heroes. no more commission.
keigo swallows and nods his head, trusting dabi to take care of the burns. and, if it also helps dabi out, it was a win-win situation.
he itches to take back the phone, just to fill the walls with some sort of extra speech. even if he talks about nonsense. he hates the silence.
and, it would get dabi to talk more too. his villain’s voice always keep him calm.]
[ it's strange how much things have changed from what he can remember to now. almost feels like it isn't even real. if he could only remember... but maybe it's best that he doesn't right now. everything got so fucked up so fast.
he takes the burn cream out of the kit when keigo gives the okay, and slides a little closer to him, wincing at the movement. his body feels strange as well- almost like it's not even completely his own. it's the way it feels numb, but somehow in a lot of pain. he tries not to think about how he might stay like this if his body really was pushed to the limit.
it's too soon.
opening the cream up, dabi squints a bit, trying to pinpoint where the burns might be the worst along keigo's front. he scoots forward again, because it's a little easier this way, and then he starts rubbing the cream in where he can.]
My body can't handle my Quirk. Ever since I was a little kid... ever since my Quirk manifested, actually. Didn't matter to anyone back then though, ya know? It was powerful so it had to be used. Had to be developed so I could be... whatever the fuck he wanted me to be. But it don't stop. The longer I use it the worst it gets. Wouldn't want the heroes findin' out about that and usin' it against me.
[he figures this is as good a time to tell Keigo as any.]
[he probably should take the burn cream from dabi and clean them both up himself. he’s sure the villain would argue it though, and keigo didn’t need nor want to upset dabi even further. he appreciates it though, the way his villain begins to rub in the ointment.
plus, it was good for his hands too, right?
but, dabi should probably rest his eyes. keigo could take care of everything.
although, it’s hard resisting how he leans into dabi’s touch, head tilting while one hand comes to wrap around dabi’s wrist to lead his lover. the hot texture on his skin is starting to cool down, thankfully. it’s nice. he hopes it helps.
somewhere, keigo’s eyes close, but come to flutter back open when dabi begins to speak. he can’t help but look over the villain worriedly. he...had a suspicion before over it. his chest pulls and keigo rubs the scarred flesh in his grip instinctively.
keigo’s other hand comes forward, cupping dabi’s face briefly. he even mouths, ‘i want to protect you’. maybe too sentimental, but they’ve been through a lot together, especially in the last few days.]
[it feels better this way, with the two of them here together, Keigo's hand around his wrist to guide him. The motion starts to calm him as well, and while it's hard for him to see or to even feel much of anything right now, it's still good.
He doesn't know the extent of the damage on his body right now. The last time Ujiko checked him out he warned Dabi to be careful. That it was progressing and if he keeps using his flames at full force his body will break down faster.
He always swore to himself he'd never be scared anymore, but he's a little scared right now.
Maybe that's why Keigo's sentimental words fold around his heart the way they do. He can't be a spy. He can't be a traitor. He wouldn't go through all of this with him if that were true. Right?]
You can protect me by tellin' me the truth. By stickin' with me. I wanna believe ya. I wanna know you're on my side. Not the heroes, not Re-destro, not whoever else is pullin' your strings. Mine.
[he says as he slides his hands up around Keigo's neck, spreading the ointment there.]
[with the confirmation over dabi's admittance to his weakness, keigo needed to be sure the villain doesn't overdo it anywhere. although...if what he believes to be true, he can see dabi doing just that with what keigo has to offer.
they would have to be smart about it. he couldn't risk his villain getting himself killed. keigo refused to lose him.
the hero comes to rub dabi's wrist again, tilting his head and nuzzling it too, affectionately, and looking at the villain with complete honest eyes. he mouths a, 'i'll tell you everything. i won't lie.' he wasn't on anyone else side but dabi. he can't even completely say he's on the side of the league. he just wanted to be at dabi's side. he likes the league though. he also likes a few heroes. maybe. but in the end, it's wherever dabi went.
keigo can't part from this. he can't go back to his old life.
he doesn't want to either.
'i need to ask you an important question. please?' he mouths next, looking longing and worried over his lover. he needed to use the phone for this too. he knows he was told to wait, but he has to know.]
[ there's more dabi wants to tell keigo, oddly enough. he's not big on sharing and he knows his bird knows that, but he's tired of things not being honest and upfront between them.
no more secrets, keigo had said. easier said than done of course, but dabi knows that if he wants the truth he's gonna have to give a little too.
at this point he knows it's the bare minimum, telling keigo something he can probably already see in front of him- all these burns and the way his body is reacting to his own flames- but at least it's something. it's more than dabi has ever really shared before.
most of all though, he needs to know that keigo is on his side.
when the hero tells dabi he wont lie- that he'll tell him everything, dabi wants to believe it. he also knows that whatever this important question is, he's going to have to answer it. he looks reluctant for a moment, but then he nods, pulling his hands away so he can reach for his phone and hold it back out to keigo. ]
[keigo definitely knows, and even understands, that dabi isn't keen on sharing personal information. he never pesters the villain about it though. he's always shared everything himself without expecting it in return.
he's always wanted dabi to come to him on his own terms.
it doesn't make him trust dabi any less either. he's more than appreciative that his villain has come forward over his weakness. it's something keigo intends to take silently and to the death if need be. he won't ever admit or discuss it out loud to anyone but dabi.
briefly, keigo is worried that the villain won't want to answer the question the hero has for him. he needs dabi to trust him, like he trusts the villain in return. he knows he still needs to prove it, to show dabi how much he means to the hero. he hopes he can provide that for him as soon as possible. he would do anything here and now, so long as he stay here.
thankfully, dabi passes over the phone and keigo mouths a 'thank you'. he holds it to his chest, taking in a breath of air. he's worried. he's scared. then, opening up the voice app, he proceeds to type.]
Please, trust me. No one has to know but us. You gave me so many hints last night, and I, I just want to know.
[he starts with, almost tempted to offer that dabi could keep his throat burned like this forever and sever his fingers if it meant trusting him. he knows how exactly that anger works, and keigo isn't trying to bring it out. they're both too exhausted to fight. and, keigo is done fighting with his lover.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 02:54 am (UTC)the hero comes to nod his head as dabi brings up another one of his safe-houses. good. he could finally be alone with his lover. he returns to the previous pace, so as to not get too relaxed just yet. if he stays focused like this, then they'll be there in no time.
he takes off down south, wishing he had his wings more than ever to block the sun shining down on them. he's so much more used to being with the villain when it's dark. well...he did want to go out into public with dabi. not all bruised and burnt, of course. and maybe not with so much money for dabi's head.
like the villain, keigo misses talking already. he likes their easy talking at times. how comfortable it is to be with dabi. even if they've just went through quite some trouble to get where they are now.
thankfully, two blocks heading south doesn't take much time at all. when they arrive, keigo looks around. he misses his feathers for times like this, but at least his eyes are just as keen. it's relatively quiet. once he feels it's safe enough, he returns his gaze to dabi to help lead them to where the villain wanted them to be secured for the time being.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 03:20 am (UTC)they won't be safe out in the open like this, especially during the day, but dabi knows they have no choice. they just have to keep their heads down and get there. the worst part is that he can't even see enough to keep a lookout around them. hopefully hawks can live up to his name with his keen, sharp eyes. ]
Can't fuckin' see.
[he mutters under his breath, frustrated that it feels like he's falling apart. it feels like everything around him is falling apart, and he doesn't even remember the half of it. the neighborhood feels familiar though, and as they slow down he squints, getting a better look at it all. he points to a building one down from the one they're at. most of these buildings are run down and abandoned- but the one they're going to has some of dabi's stuff, at least.]
This one... third... floor.
[just the thought of the third floor feels like too much right now though, but they just have to make it inside and out of sight.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 03:43 am (UTC)the hero comes to hold dabi a little tighter, trying to scan the buildings. he's not sure which one it could be. maybe he could take the feather from dabi in order to search them thoroughly until he found something that could be the villain's safe house. he doesn't like taking the protective feather away from his lover. he's already come to decide over allowing dabi to keep it.
thankfully, the villain is able to point out his building. keigo nods his head in confirmation before helping dabi along with him. third floor was going to be hard though. they'll manage. they always do. and they've made it this far. what's a few more steps along the way?
slowly, keigo leads them up the stairs, taking his time, but trying to not stall for too long. if he wasn't too tired and exhausted from the night before, keigo might have tried to carry the villain. he knows his lover must be tired himself. soon enough, they're on the third floor, leaving keigo a little breathless. his throat is becoming raw though, with the force of his breathing. almost there.
swallowing down some saliva to try and calm his aching throat, keigo looks around, the floor too big to know where to go. it's pretty dusty but doable. the windows are still in tact. no one would hear them this high up either. it's not a bad hideout.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 04:00 am (UTC)if not, they might have to go underground, and dabi really doesn't want to do that.
once they're inside the building dabi tries to relax just a little. he needs to be able to so he can focus on the stairs. it'll be rough, trying to rest, but still trying to stay alert enough in case anyone comes for them. it's something dabi used to have to do in his household all the time when he was younger, but he's sure he hasn't fallen out of practice with it. ]
Fuck.
[he gasps, chest heaving intensely by the time they get upstairs. he feels like he's going to collapse, and his knees give out for a moment, but he holds on tight to keigo.]
It's... it's the last one... back... in the... back.
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Date: 2021-05-09 01:42 pm (UTC)he'll keep his eyes peeled, and if need be, he'll use his last remaining feather to protect the villain.
but, dabi is a master of the disappearing act and staying out of sight. he can trust the villain to protect them, even without his sight.
wide, worried eyes look over his lover as they reach that final step. he probably should have carried him with the feather, honestly. dabi must be terribly exhausted after all of this. gods. he desperately needed his wings. few more days, right? he does try to give dabi an apologetic squeeze at his waist for all the work he's done.
keigo would go slower from here, but he really wants to get them settled in. he hurries them to the back of the floor, breathing hard. about halfway, after worrying for his lover, keigo comes to kneel and lift up dabi into his arms. the great thing about those wings is the strength he can use to carry up to their weight. dabi was pretty thin and frail. even as exhausted as he was, he could manage this much.
when he reaches the back, keigo tries not to stumble, slipping inside the back room, holding dabi a little tighter as he examines the area.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 04:24 pm (UTC)It's a good thing he doesn't remember just yet, because he'd be very angry- not just for what happened before, but that Keigo let them walk right back into it without telling him all over again.
Maybe Keigo is just hoping his memory won't return at all.
It's just a few more steps, he knows he can make it, so he's terribly annoyed when Keigo lifts him up to carry him. He's too tired to argue though, and he knows that he might not have actually made it all the way inside the apartment.
The place is small, with not much more than a mattress and a bathroom. Barley a kitchen. Dabi has never needed anything more than that anyway, though. By the mattress there's a bag of supplies, mostly medical in nature, a few bottles of water and a set of clothes. This is how he's lived for a long time so he's used to it, but damn he's gonna miss that beautiful penthouse. ]
Put me down.
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Date: 2021-05-09 08:44 pm (UTC)if dabi is willing to listen to him, that is.
as soon as the villain asks him of it, keigo sets dabi down. he quickly goes to check out the hall they just walked from before shutting the door. it barely clicks into place, making an eerie sound as it does. he looks out the window next, pushing a ripped sheet in it's place. no one is around. good.
he allows himself to relax then, leaning against the wall briefly. he's so tired and exhausted.
keigo doesn't get too comfortable though, returning to dabi's side, looking the villain over and his new burns. did the doctor do anything helpful for his villain? what about his sight? he can't mask his worry at all, fretting, wings would be trembling if he had any feathers in place.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 09:16 pm (UTC)he wants to help secure the place, but he really can't, finding it hard to even stay upright right now. so he just watches keigo as he tries to slow his breathing, wishing that the other man would stop and take a moment to breathe, too. ]
Kei, slow down...
[he manages to pant out, grabbing a hold of keigo's wrists with his still overly heated hands.]
Just stop for a minute, okay? S'fine. I'll be fine. Lookit me. Stop.
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Date: 2021-05-09 10:34 pm (UTC)but, dabi taking his hands gets the hero to look up with sad eyes, coming to return the hold of the villain’s hands. they’re still warm. warmer than usual.
if dabi were to wrap his arms around keigo, the heat would make him weak in the villain’s grip.
the hero nods his head though, calming the fretting. he hates that they’re in this position, that dabi is hurt like this. what if he never gains back his sight? what is keigo’s voice is always coarse?
he tries to mouth a few words, then sighs and bumps his head against dabi’s head. he motions for dabi’s pockets like before, quietly asking for the phone again.]
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Date: 2021-05-09 11:08 pm (UTC)he doesn't think he could do so anyway right now, for so many reasons, even if keigo looks at him with those sad eyes.
dabi just wants keigo to stop. to breathe. to calm himself long enough so they can get their barring straight once again. if that's even possible at this point. dabi still barely knows what the hell is going on.
he's even reluctant to hand his phone over once again, but he fishes it out of his pocket, handing it over. ]
Can we sit down? Just right here. Sit with me.
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Date: 2021-05-10 12:13 am (UTC)especially given how exhausted he already was.
he doesn’t catch how reluctant his lover is with the phone, but he does try to keep calming down, relaxing as much as he could given their predicament. once the phone is in hand, he holds it to his chest, listening to his lover and nodding in agreement.
he comes to sit down beside dabi, eyes blinking tiredly as he settles. he’s been going strong for awhile now. he hadn’t even realized it. once he feels relaxed enough, he holds up the phone, to start typing.]
I’m sorry.
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Date: 2021-05-10 12:28 am (UTC)they have to tend to their wounds and get some rest, but for now... for now this is good enough.
there's so much on dabi's mind that he doesn't know where to begin, so he just tries to put that aside for now as well, and closes his eyes once he feels keigo settle against him, the tenseness leaving him just a little bit as well. he could fall asleep here he's so exhausted, but then he hears keigo typing and he blinks his eyes open once the apology comes out through the phone. ]
For which part?
[he can't help but ask, because there's so much. there's so much he doesn't even remember to be upset about- but he asks it more tiredly than accusingly, but it's still there.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 12:56 am (UTC)he doesn’t know where to start honestly.
he has so much to explain. so much to bring up. how does he bring this all up? how can he even begin to explain? dabi deserves to know it all.
maybe he knows where to start.
but not right now. they really need to rest.]
Everything. But, for leaving you earlier. There’s a lot that I don’t know going on. I just want to keep you safe.
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Date: 2021-05-10 01:08 am (UTC)[something he's struggled with for so long. it's been so back and forth and it feels like just when he thinks he can trust keigo, there's something else. and then now, with all this surveillance bullshit going on, he doesn't know what to think.]
Just know there's shit ya ain't tellin' me, Keigo.
[he says quietly, letting his head fall back against the wall. his gaze is still on the other man, though. but then he shakes his head and puts his hand over the phone.]
Later. Just... fuckin' leave it. Whether you're lyin' to me or not, this is where we're at, and I'm with ya on this.
[clearly no matter how he feels about keigo and what he might be hiding from him, dabi will kill for him. there's no way he'd leave him behind now, no matter what. he just hopes he isn't making a mistake here.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 01:35 am (UTC)what a time to have no voice.
dabi lowers the phone down, and keigo’s eyebrows furrow. he opens his mouth again and closes it, then nods his head. he hates that they’re like this, but he can’t force it. there’s plenty of unanswered questions for dabi. keigo is even lost to some of it.
he sighs and rests the phone down between them. they both needed rest and could use it.
he pulls his knees up, wrapping his arms around them, chin resting forward. he’ll try to relax, but he wants to make sure they’re both safe at the same time.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 01:50 am (UTC)it's going to be too much, he can already feel it, and he just needs some time to rest before facing all of it. he knows keigo needs it too, because despite all of this shit, dabi needs him to be okay too. he needs to make sure his birdie is alright.
that's why he hates the way keigo curls into himself, almost as if it's away from him. he gets it, because he feels the same way, but he doesn't want it to be that way this whole time. for now he feels like there's nothing he can do with it either, though. one step at a time, he supposes.
for now, he pulls out the kit the doctor gave him and holds it out.]
Bandages and lots of burn cream. Ya need this too, Kei. Got drops in there for my eyes, too. Let's get ya patched up and go lay down.
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Date: 2021-05-10 02:34 am (UTC)but he doesn’t have the right to reach and hold his lover. not until he earns that right again.
the hero comes to perk up as dabi brings out the kit, knees lowering back down. he almost wants to tell dabi to use the supplies first before him, but he knows what the villain will say to that.
keigo crawls to settle in front of dabi, nodding his head in agreement. he slowly nudges off the tattered remains of his shirt. it does takes a little squirming though, but the hero manages. he drops it, revealing burns on his skin, more on his neck and definitely plenty on his back. the air makes it a bit uncomfortable.
for the first time since meeting dabi, he feels a little embarrassed about being exposed like this.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 02:46 am (UTC)and to think it's probably his fault. keigo went into his fire and got burned. dabi still doesn't understand the full details of that.
at least keigo uncurls from himself now, moving in front of him to look through the kit. he doesn't think anything of it when keigo pulls his shirt off. he shifts closer so he can help, though, still unable to see much of anything at all. he's going to do his best though, even if his hands feel so numb as well. ]
Can I put the cream on ya? It'll help a lot. It's Ujiko's wonder cream shit. Works real well. It'll help my hands too, once I start puttin' it on ya.
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Date: 2021-05-10 03:55 am (UTC)on one hand, he wants to tell dabi anything and everything. on the other, he wants to get to the bottom of a few other things and just...run.
in the end, he really wants to be right here, with dabi. no more heroes. no more commission.
keigo swallows and nods his head, trusting dabi to take care of the burns. and, if it also helps dabi out, it was a win-win situation.
he itches to take back the phone, just to fill the walls with some sort of extra speech. even if he talks about nonsense. he hates the silence.
and, it would get dabi to talk more too. his villain’s voice always keep him calm.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 04:10 am (UTC)he takes the burn cream out of the kit when keigo gives the okay, and slides a little closer to him, wincing at the movement. his body feels strange as well- almost like it's not even completely his own. it's the way it feels numb, but somehow in a lot of pain. he tries not to think about how he might stay like this if his body really was pushed to the limit.
it's too soon.
opening the cream up, dabi squints a bit, trying to pinpoint where the burns might be the worst along keigo's front. he scoots forward again, because it's a little easier this way, and then he starts rubbing the cream in where he can.]
My body can't handle my Quirk. Ever since I was a little kid... ever since my Quirk manifested, actually. Didn't matter to anyone back then though, ya know? It was powerful so it had to be used. Had to be developed so I could be... whatever the fuck he wanted me to be. But it don't stop. The longer I use it the worst it gets. Wouldn't want the heroes findin' out about that and usin' it against me.
[he figures this is as good a time to tell Keigo as any.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 04:34 am (UTC)plus, it was good for his hands too, right?
but, dabi should probably rest his eyes. keigo could take care of everything.
although, it’s hard resisting how he leans into dabi’s touch, head tilting while one hand comes to wrap around dabi’s wrist to lead his lover. the hot texture on his skin is starting to cool down, thankfully. it’s nice. he hopes it helps.
somewhere, keigo’s eyes close, but come to flutter back open when dabi begins to speak. he can’t help but look over the villain worriedly. he...had a suspicion before over it. his chest pulls and keigo rubs the scarred flesh in his grip instinctively.
keigo’s other hand comes forward, cupping dabi’s face briefly. he even mouths, ‘i want to protect you’. maybe too sentimental, but they’ve been through a lot together, especially in the last few days.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 11:28 am (UTC)He doesn't know the extent of the damage on his body right now. The last time Ujiko checked him out he warned Dabi to be careful. That it was progressing and if he keeps using his flames at full force his body will break down faster.
He always swore to himself he'd never be scared anymore, but he's a little scared right now.
Maybe that's why Keigo's sentimental words fold around his heart the way they do. He can't be a spy. He can't be a traitor. He wouldn't go through all of this with him if that were true. Right?]
You can protect me by tellin' me the truth. By stickin' with me. I wanna believe ya. I wanna know you're on my side. Not the heroes, not Re-destro, not whoever else is pullin' your strings. Mine.
[he says as he slides his hands up around Keigo's neck, spreading the ointment there.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 01:47 pm (UTC)they would have to be smart about it. he couldn't risk his villain getting himself killed. keigo refused to lose him.
the hero comes to rub dabi's wrist again, tilting his head and nuzzling it too, affectionately, and looking at the villain with complete honest eyes. he mouths a, 'i'll tell you everything. i won't lie.' he wasn't on anyone else side but dabi. he can't even completely say he's on the side of the league. he just wanted to be at dabi's side. he likes the league though. he also likes a few heroes. maybe. but in the end, it's wherever dabi went.
keigo can't part from this. he can't go back to his old life.
he doesn't want to either.
'i need to ask you an important question. please?' he mouths next, looking longing and worried over his lover. he needed to use the phone for this too. he knows he was told to wait, but he has to know.]
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Date: 2021-05-10 04:16 pm (UTC)no more secrets, keigo had said. easier said than done of course, but dabi knows that if he wants the truth he's gonna have to give a little too.
at this point he knows it's the bare minimum, telling keigo something he can probably already see in front of him- all these burns and the way his body is reacting to his own flames- but at least it's something. it's more than dabi has ever really shared before.
most of all though, he needs to know that keigo is on his side.
when the hero tells dabi he wont lie- that he'll tell him everything, dabi wants to believe it. he also knows that whatever this important question is, he's going to have to answer it. he looks reluctant for a moment, but then he nods, pulling his hands away so he can reach for his phone and hold it back out to keigo. ]
Alright.
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Date: 2021-05-10 06:22 pm (UTC)he's always wanted dabi to come to him on his own terms.
it doesn't make him trust dabi any less either. he's more than appreciative that his villain has come forward over his weakness. it's something keigo intends to take silently and to the death if need be. he won't ever admit or discuss it out loud to anyone but dabi.
briefly, keigo is worried that the villain won't want to answer the question the hero has for him. he needs dabi to trust him, like he trusts the villain in return. he knows he still needs to prove it, to show dabi how much he means to the hero. he hopes he can provide that for him as soon as possible. he would do anything here and now, so long as he stay here.
thankfully, dabi passes over the phone and keigo mouths a 'thank you'. he holds it to his chest, taking in a breath of air. he's worried. he's scared. then, opening up the voice app, he proceeds to type.]
Please, trust me. No one has to know but us. You gave me so many hints last night, and I, I just want to know.
[he starts with, almost tempted to offer that dabi could keep his throat burned like this forever and sever his fingers if it meant trusting him. he knows how exactly that anger works, and keigo isn't trying to bring it out. they're both too exhausted to fight. and, keigo is done fighting with his lover.]
You're Touya Todoroki, aren't you?
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